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PRELUDE
The
leap effect dissolved depositing Sam in another timeline, in yet another
body. As quickly as it always did the light that crackled and swirled
around him faded. As his vision cleared and feeling returned Sam felt the
hairs on his arms and the back of his neck prickle as perspiration broke
out on his skin from the hot, dry air surrounding him. A weight in his
hands registered and Sam looked down to see that he held a camera. A
multi-colored strap was dangling from the sides of the camera and it was
this that Sam’s eyes focused on; for some reason it vividly brought to
mind a vest that Al had worn once, the same neon combination of black,
blue, purple and pink that was a hallmark of the hologram’s wardrobe.
Sam
draped the strap around his neck, lifted his head and squinted against the
glaring sun beating down upon him. The heat shimmered the air and rippled
the distant horizon. Shielding his eyes Sam looked around and saw that he
was standing on a rocky outcropping several feet wide and a camera bag was
sitting on the ground a short distance behind him. The view from his
position was spectacular. The desert vista was a palette of stunning
colors from oxidizing irons in the rock strata to the distant barren hills
that looked golden, almost metallic, in the afternoon sun. There were no
sounds, no animals, reptiles, or birds, not even a fly to disturb the
absolute silence. The heat was so intense he could virtually feel it
sizzle the air.
He
looked down past his boots to the dusty soil where he stood; his eyes were
drawn to the very edge of the shelf only inches past the toes of his boots
and then the immense drop to the desert floor beyond it.
An
icy feeling gathered at the base of his spine, slowly rising until it
slammed into his brain and galvanized him into action. Panic seized him in
a death grip and squeezed the breath out of him, turning his knees to
Jell-O. His heart began to slam inside his chest, his mouth felt like it
was filled with cotton and his palms felt slick with sweat.
Sam's feel felt like concrete as he lifted them one at a time to
move backward away from the precipice. His limbs moved sluggishly as he
fought to overcome the sheer terror that gripped him.
As
he closed his eyes against the vertigo that was suddenly a real danger, he
stepped awkwardly on a small stone. His foot flew out from underneath him
and abruptly pitched him to the ground. Sam landed hard on his rear end
and his eyes flew open, breathing heavily, he scuttled backward to put as
much distance between himself and the edge as possible
Sam’s
breath came in short, sharp gasps and he began to shiver even though the
sun still beat relentlessly down upon him. His retreat finally reached a
conclusion as a cliff wall stopped him short. He pressed himself up
against the rock face feeling the sharpness dig into his back as panic
coursed through him. Sam pulled his knees up against his body and pressed
the heels of his hands hard against his eyes to shut out the sight in
front of him. Rocking back and forth, whispered words finally broke past
his lips.
“Oh
boy, oh boy, oh boy.”
PART
ONE
June
16, 1994
Death
Valley, California
An
immeasurable amount of time drifted past before Sam felt ready to face
this reality. He shakily removed his hands from his face and pointedly
kept his eyes fixed on the ground to his side.
Acrophobia.
The word blazed unbidden into his mind, bringing with it a memory of
another time, another place where the same fear had held him similarly
immobilized. The memory dissipated as quickly as it had formed leaving Sam
wondering whether it had been from a leap or something from his earlier
life.
Even
with his eyes cast firmly down to the solid ground beneath him, Sam’s
peripheral vision still picked up the infinitesimal flash of light that
occurred a second before the sound of the Imaging Chamber door was heard.
“Hey
Sam.” Admiral Al Calavicci stepped out through the door and settled his
eyes on the leaper. “Are you okay?” He looked in puzzlement at his
friend.
Without
raising his eyes, Sam clasped his hands tightly together and took a deep
breath. “I’m afraid of heights.”
“Yeah I know, been that way since you were a kid.” Al raised
his hand and scratched absently at his chin. “Meant I always got the
window seat whenever we had to fly to D.C.” He grinned.
“What am I doing here?” Sam asked, his voice none too steady.
“Well it looks to me like you’re sittin’ on your butt in the
dirt.” Al took several steps backwards, tipping his head slightly to one
side and appraising his friend. “You want to tell me why that is?”
“I
just did! I told you I’m afraid of heights.”
“Yeah
I heard you but what has that got to do with…”
“Turn around Al.” Sam commanded without looking up.
The hologram did as he was told realizing just where he was
standing. He looked down to see that he was apparently standing in mid-air
with nothing below him for several hundred feet.
“Wow,
what a view!” He exclaimed turning back to face Sam. “Hey, this
reminds me of when I took the girls bungee jumping a couple of years back.
You shoulda been there, Sam. Vicky didn’t stop screaming until she was
standing on ol’ terra firma, then she couldn’t wait to get back up
there and do it again.”
“Al,
do me a favor.” Sam pleaded in a low voice.
“Sure
kid, what is it?”
“I
know you are standing in the Imaging Chamber with solid rock under your
feet, but just for my peace of mind, would you please try to give me the
impression that you aren’t suspended in mid-air? I’m getting the
shakes just thinking about what you are doing.”
Somewhat
belatedly, Al realized what sort of an effect his position was having on
his partner and he moved quickly back to Sam’s side. “Sorry, pal. I
keep forgetting what it looks like to you.”
Sam
sighed in relief as Al crouched down next to him. “Why am I here?” The
leaper choked.
Al
pulled the hand link from his coat pocket and ran his thumb over the keys.
“You’re here to fix something.”
“I’m
always fixing something! What particular something do I have to fix this
time?”
“Dunno.
Haven’t got enough data yet.”
“All
right, then, where am I?”
Al
consulted the read out. “Death Valley.”
“I
don’t like the way that name rolls so easily off your tongue.” Sam
winced.
“Sorry.
I didn’t name the place.”
“Well, one thing is for sure, I have to get down from here.”
Sam finally raised his eyes from the ground and sought out Al’s face.
“I
agree with you there. You’re gettin’ sun burnt. Wonder what the hell
this guy is doin’ out here without any protection from this heat?” Al
shook his head. He took a look at Sam and climbed to his feet. “Okay
first things first. I want you to stand up but don’t take your eyes off
me, all right?”
Sam
nodded, took a bracing breath and slowly pushed himself to a standing
position while keeping his back firmly pressed against the rock face. His
hands splayed out over the surface behind him, Sam kept his eyes glued to
his partner's and tried to ignore his shaking knees.
Al
sympathized deeply with the leaper as he saw how much effort he was
expending in keeping himself as calm as possible. Checking the hand link
for details, he instructed Sam to pick up the camera bag and to make his
way around to his left.
“Now
this is the hard part. I’m gonna have to get Ziggy to center me further
along this track, Sam. When I do, I don’t want you to move a muscle, you
understand me?”
Sam
nodded wordlessly and pressed harder against the rocks behind him. He
listened carefully to what Al said, trying as hard as he could to keep his
mind off what he knew was only a short distance away from him.
Eventually
after what felt like an eternity, Sam clambered over some medium sized
rocks and came out on to the desert floor. Ahead of him was an older style
pickup truck. Sam stumbled over to the vehicle and slid shakily to the
ground in the meager shade that the vehicle provided.
Al
waited for a few minutes until Sam got his breathing under control and
relaxed before speaking up. “Hey, you need to get up.”
Sam
raised exhausted eyes to his friend. “What for? I just need to rest for
a bit.”
“I
know you’re tired, Sam, but you’ve got to get some liquid into you.
Last thing you need to do is pass out from sunstroke. This sun will leach
the moisture right out of your bones.”
Wearily,
Sam climbed to his feet and opened the side door. Hunting around, he
discovered a cooler with a half full bottle of water inside. Sinking back
to the ground, he wiped his streaming face and took a long drink from the
bottle. It was not cold but at least it was wet and it relieved the
parched sensation that had accompanied him for most of the afternoon.
“Feelin’
better?” Al inquired after a while.
Sam
nodded. “Much better. I think, though, that I could do without another
leap in like that one. Why is it do you think that I always end up in
situations like this?”
“Beats
hell outta me, kid.” Al shrugged his shoulders.
Sam
finished off the water and looked up at Al. “I take it, seeing as this
is Death Valley, that we are in California. Right?”
“Yep, that’s the only Death Valley that I know of.”
“When?”
“1994,
June 16th to be exact.”
“Who
am I?”
“Todd
Palmer, and you’re twenty-eight.”
“Hmm,
but you don’t know what I am supposed to do.”
“Not
yet.”
“Where
do I live?”
“San
Bernardino.”
“Married?”
“Don’t
think so.”
“Attached?”
“Um,
possibly.”
“What,
what do you mean 'possibly'?” Sam asked.
“I
didn’t have much time to feel this guy out before Ziggy insisted I
rescue you. For all I know, you could have a little black book with a long
list of lovelies filed according to the size of their…”
“Al!”
“I.Q.”
Al finished with a twinkle in his eye.
“I
hope not.” Sam favored the hologram with a wry look. “I have enough
trouble when there is one woman involved, let alone several.”
“That’s
‘cos you’ve got a heart of gold, kid.” Al tapped at the hand link
looking for information. “Why don’t you get yourself in the truck and
start headin’ home, and I’ll go back and grill this Todd guy.”
“But
I don’t know where I…he lives.”
“That’s
okay, I don’t either, but I will.” Al grinned at Sam’s incredulous
look. “Listen, it’s gonna take you at least two, two and half hours to
get to San Bernardino. I’ll be back before then with so much info,
I’ll be able to tell you what he had for lunch when he went to
kindergarten.”
“As
long as you can tell me what I need to know, when I need to know it,
I’ll be happy.” Sam replied tiredly.
“Yeah,
me too.”
Sam
climbed into the driver’s seat, which was uncomfortably hot. He found
the steering wheel to be just as painful. “Which way, Al?” The
landscape that surrounded him was all the same; rocks littered here and
there, short scrubby bushes, sandy dirt and dust.
“Straight
ahead about a mile and a half and you’ll see the highway. Make a right
and keep going. Follow the signs south. I’ll catch up with you when
I’m done back at the Project.”
Sam
nodded and put the car into gear, the flash of light emitted by the
Imaging Chamber door opening caught in the rear view mirror and then was
gone.
He found the highway easily enough. As he drove, he let his mind
wander. What did he have to change this time? The alterations he had
wrought previously had ranged from the insignificant getting a cat out of
a tree, to life changing, like saving someone from being sentenced to
death. Sam’s mind ticked over with numerous possibilities, but he
realized that with no information it was basically an exercise in
pointlessness.
~~~~~~~
The
sun was getting lower in the sky the further Sam drove. Unfortunately, it
did not seem to affect the temperature. The road in front of him seemed to
waver as the heat bounced off the tar. The reflection caused Sam to squint
against the brightness and it was only at the last moment he noticed the
vehicle with its hood up parked on the shoulder of the road. He had not
passed another vehicle since leaving Al, and his conscience would not let
him drive past this one without finding out if the driver needed
assistance.
He
approached the white sedan warily. Half remembered stories of people being
accosted on deserted roads, robbed and left to die, ran through his mind.
Sam
need not have worried; the driver’s side door opened and a pair of long,
tanned legs tipped with ridiculously high heels emerged from within. The
rest of the person followed and Sam found himself looking at a woman of
medium height, with long auburn hair framing an impish face. She was
wearing a white dress with thin shoulder straps. It was so short that Sam
hoped she did not need to bend down to pick anything up.
“Can I give you a hand?” He stuttered when he realized his
mouth was gaping.
Bright red glossy lips broke into a smile and a high-pitched
breathless voice answered him. “I would be, like, so grateful if you
would! I don’t know a thing about cars except how to drive them.”
“Okay,
I’ll have a look. You should stay in the car out of this sun.”
“Oh don’t worry about me, honey, I’m used to this.” She
giggled.
Sam stared at her for a long moment. He had the strangest feeling
that he knew this woman. “Are you okay?” She asked after his study of
her face had stretched on for several seconds.
Her voice jerked Sam back to reality. “Huh? Oh yeah, I'm fine.
Sorry. I’ll have a look and see what’s going on.”
PART
TWO
Tina
took a step back and lowered her sunglasses, peering over the top of them
at the delectable image in front of her. Bent over under the hood of her
car was the best looking example of the male species that she had set eyes
on in a good, long time. Broad shoulders tapering to a narrow waist
drawing her eye like a flashing arrow to the piece de resistance: faded
blue denim outlining the finest set of curves she had seen on anyone.
Ever. The way those jeans hugged him! The slightest movement as he reached
for something further back was well defined under the tight material. She
sighed. She could stay here and revel in that view all day.
Oh,
she so much wanted to touch, needed to touch! But he was a stranger to
her; a fact that had not stopped her before, she considered briefly. She
could tell by the way he looked at her when he had pulled over to the side
of the road earlier that he was definitely the shy type.
Tina
clenched her hands together at the overpowering urge to walk up behind him
and run her fingers over that firm…stop
that! She chastised herself silently. Be
sensible! What do you think would happen if you went up and planted your
hands on that oh, so gorgeous…asset.
Tina clicked her tongue in frustration and turned away from the
temptation in front of her. Act your age, she thought, be
reasonable. Do you want to scare him off
by coming over like you have
spent the last few years in a convent? All
you need to do is ask him for a
phone number, you know, so you can thank him again for his help when you
get back to town. You never know. She mused. One thing leads to another. Ask him out for a drink and let nature take
its course. Yes, that’s it!
Tina tapped her highly polished nails together and turned around just as
the man under the hood of her car jumped suddenly, hitting his head on the
hood. He cursed softly.
Tina
ran over to him as he extracted himself from his cramped position. “Hey,
are you all right? What happened?”
“I’m
fine thanks, something just startled me.” He glared at a spot over her
left shoulder.
“Okay,
then.” Tina glanced down at the engine. “What’s wrong with this
thing anyway? Can you, like, get it going?”
“No,
I’m afraid not. You’ve got a burst radiator hose. You’re going to
need a tow truck.”
Tina stamped a foot in annoyance. “Oh great, that just figures!
Now what am I gonna do?”
Sam looked from the woman standing in front of him to the image of
his best friend behind her. His forehead was furrowed in thought and he
cocked his head at the back of the woman. The Observer raised the handlink
and spoke automatically, his mind obviously elsewhere.
“Offer her a lift Sam. She could very well be the reason that
you’re here. Besides you can’t leave a beautiful woman standing on the
side of the road.” Al alternated between frowning at the hand link an
admiring the woman's backside.
“Um, I can give you a ride if you like. I’m going as far as San
Bernardino.”
“Would you? I was on my way to San Diego, but I can get another
rental car to, like, go the rest of the way.”
“Sure, no problem. I’ll clear the front seat off. Um, why don't
you get your things out of the car?”
“Gee,
this is so kind of you. I’ve never met a Good Samaritan before, and I
don’t even know your name.” Tina gushed.
“It’s Todd.” Sam answered.
“Well,
Todd, it’s very nice to meet you.” She held out a perfectly manicured
hand and winked at him.
Sam
stared at her for a few seconds, dropped his eyes to her hand and then to
his own covered in grease. He wiped them nervously on his jeans and gave
her an embarrassed smile. “Pleased to meet you.” He stammered.
“I’ll just go and…um, get, uh…tidy the car.”
Tina
smiled in acknowledgement knowing full well that most men had this
reaction to her sooner or later. She started to walk by him, but hesitated
a moment as she whispered into his ear. "I'm Tina." She
continued to her car, grinning like the Cheshire cat.
“Al, she winked at me.” Sam hissed as he pulled things off the
seat and shoved them back out of the way.
“So?”
The hologram was unconcerned and busy pushing keys on the hand link.
“Wink back. I'm sure she doesn't bite. Or maybe she does."
“Who
is she?” Sam asked. Al looked over at the woman emerging from the other
vehicle. As she turned and he got a proper look at her, the color drained
from his face and his eyes grew very round. Sam continued speaking, not
noticing his expression. “She said her name was Tina. I have this
feeling that I know her. I just can’t put my finger on where I have seen
her.”
Ziggy
doesn’t seem to think that she’s the reason that you are here.” Al
lifted his head to look at Sam. “She says your helping her is only
twelve point five percent.”
“Doesn’t
matter does it?” Al asked a bit too quickly.
Sam glared at him over his shoulder as he continued to clear the
seat. “Maybe not to you, but it does to me. You don’t know what it’s
like walking around all the time with only half your memories intact. What
data does Ziggy have on her?” Sam didn't notice his friend's
uncomfortable demeanor yet.
“Why
do you want to know?" He said a bit too hastily as he patted his
pockets for a cigar.
Sam
turned as the hologram’s evasiveness became evident. “I do know her
don’t I? You have that look on your face! Who is she Al?”
“I
can’t tell you, Sam.” Al sighed.
“All
right, where do I know her from?” Sam tried a different tactic.
“Oh,
sure, like I can tell you that.” Al scoffed. "That’d be the same
as telling you who she was.”
“Why
won’t you tell me?” Sam tried again.
“You know the reason, Sam. You’re the one who made the rules.
If there’s something you can’t remember I can’t help you.”
“But you’ve broken the rules before.” Sam pointed out. “On
more occasions than I can remember! What makes this one so special?"
“I just can’t. I know it doesn’t make any sense to you, but,
well this is different.” Al frowned as Sam tipped his head to one side
and a familiar expression crossed his face. "And don’t give me that
look, I am not telling you anything.”
“Tina, Tina, where do I know a Tina from?” Sam said quietly.
“Knock it off Sam, before I do something that you’ll regret.
Jeeze, I’ve never met anyone like you! If you can’t figure something
out, you worry it to death until you do, or until you drive everyone else
around the bend.” Al puffed deeply on his cigar. "Besides, Ziggy
doesn’t seem to think that she’s the reason that you are here.” Al
lifted his head to look at Sam. “She says your helping her is only
twelve point five percent.”
Sam
realized he was not going to get anywhere and dropped his shoulders in
defeat. “All right, then, what else did you find out?”
“Not
as much as I would have liked, but you can’t win ‘em all.” Al
flicked his cigar and took a quick look at the hand link. “You have a
job as a bartender at a place called ‘Sharky’s’, you are not married
but you are involved. Your other half is a dancer named Dana Silverman.”
Sam
backed out of the car as Tina wobbled up on her heels. She passed him a
couple of garment bags and asked if he could grab the suitcase out of the
trunk. Al watched intently as Tina shimmied up on to the seat. Sam threw
him a dirty look.
“Hey,
I’m only lookin’ Sam, I’m not touching.” Al offered.
Sam
did not comment but Al could read the disapproval in his eyes. The engine
growled into life and there was silence for a while until Sam turned to
Tina.
“What
are you doing out this way?”
“I’m
on my way to visit someone in San Diego. I’m starting a new job and
it’ll be a while before I can get away again.”
Sam
saw an opportunity and went for it regardless of Al’s warning from
behind him. “What do you do?”
Tina
was silent for a moment before answering. “I’m a research
technician.”
“Whom
do you work for?”
Al cringed and wondered whether Tina would give everything away.
His relief was profound when he heard her reply.
“People
in Washington.”
“Who,
the government?” Sam asked.
Tina
looked sideways at the leaper and arched a perfectly shaped eyebrow.
“What’s with the twenty questions?”
"Attagirl!"
Al cheered.
Sam
looked suitably taken aback as he realized just how intrusive his
inquiries must seem. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to pry, it’s just
that I’m sure I’ve seen you somewhere before but I don’t remember
where.”
Tina considered Sam’s statement. “I’m sure I’d remember you
if we had met before. I have a very good memory where men are
concerned.”
I’m
sure you do. Al
thought, smiling to himself.
It
was a long ride to San Bernardino and by the time they got there Sam and
Tina were laughing like old friends. She had a sharp eye for details and a
just-as-sharp sense of humor. She seemed a bit flashy to Sam, but he was
still comfortable with her. When they got to town, she had him pull into
the nicest looking motel they could find on the main drag. He helped her
unload her things into the lobby.
"Thanks
again," Tina said. "I'll arrange for another car and be on my
way in the morning. I need a rest!" She giggled and waved him off.
"Hey, before you go, can I buy you a drink or dinner or something? To
say thanks?" She fluttered her eyes in a teasing way that fascinated
Sam.
Al
broke the spell. “You gotta work tonight, Sam.”
“I’d
like that, but I’m afraid I have to go to work.” Sam replied
regretfully.
“On
a Friday night?” Tina was surprised. “My turn now. Where do you
work?”
Sam
relayed the information that Al reeled off. Tina gave him a mischievous
look. “I might just drop in and buy you a drink then.”
“You
can’t do that, I’ll be working.” Sam protested.
“I
won’t tell if you don’t.” Tina winked at him and swayed into the
lobby, leaving Sam standing next to Al.
He
turned to his friend but Al beat him to the punch. “Not one word, Sam,
I’m not gonna tell you, so don’t ask.”
~~~~
“I
Wonder where Dana is?” Al walked around the room. They had arrived back
at Todd’s house and the first thing Sam had done was take a shower.
“You
said she’s a dancer. Perhaps she works Friday nights.” Sam called out
from the bathroom.
“There’s
no photos around this place. You’d think seeing as he likes photography
there’d be something to show what she looks like.”
Sam
walked out of the bathroom. He had a towel wrapped around his waist and he
was using another one to dry his hair. Personally, he was rather pleased
that there had been no one home when they arrived. It made things a lot
less complicated.
“She’s
blonde, I’ll bet.” Al remarked.
“What
does it matter what color hair she has?”
“You
know the old saying, Sam, blondes have more fun.”
“I
still don’t see why you are making such an issue out of it.” Sam
puzzled, tossing the towel onto the bed.
“She’s a dancer! That means she’s fit, athletic and she’ll
have a good sense of rhythm.”
“And the point of all this is?” Sam waited for Al to explain.
“You could always do it to music.”
“Do what?” Sam’s eyes grew round at Al’s gesture and he
took three quick steps away before turning back to the hologram. “I
don’t believe you! I don’t even know the woman! What on earth makes
you think I’m going to jump into bed with her?”
“Jeeze,
you really do live up to Mr. Morals, don’t you?” Al said in
exasperation.
“Well
I’m sorry if I don’t live up to your lofty ideals, but it’s who I am
and I’m not going to change for you or anyone else.” Sam clenched his
fists and his eyes darkened as his temper began to rise.
“Hey,
hey, calm down, kid! I was only joking.” A serious look crept into
Al’s deep brown eyes. “I wouldn’t want you to change, Sam, honestly
I wouldn’t.”
Sam’s
smoldering anger began to subside. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have let
my temper get away from me.”
“Don’t
you believe that for a moment, pal. If anyone deserves to get angry it’s
you.” Al looked down and studied the hand link, the lights flashed in a
seemingly haphazard pattern. “Changing the subject, do you know your
drinks? Your shift starts in a couple of hours.”
“I know how to pour beer.” Sam answered. “And I know what on
the rocks means.” He dressed quickly and returned to the bathroom to run
a comb through his hair.
“Well, that’s a start. What if someone asks for a B-52?”
Sam poked his head out of the doorway and blinked. “They want a
plane?”
“No, it’s a drink. More specifically, it’s a cocktail, which
is different from a shooter, and you’ve got other ones like Electric
Banana, Avalanche, Italian Stallion.”
Sam looked at Al incredulously. “Where did they get these names
from?”
“Dunno, but they’re actually some of the tamer ones.”
“Italian Stallion? That’s what you call tame? Don’t tell me
you’ve tried these!”
Al grinned. “I had to try that one. Didn’t like it, though.
Banana liqueur does nothing for me.”
“What are some of the others called?” Curiosity had got the
better of Sam.
Al thought for a moment. “Let’s see, been a while since I tried
any of these, um, you’ve got Prairie Fire, Traffic Light, Zipper, oh, I
did like this one, Vibrator.”
Sam’s eyes nearly popped out of his head. “Do people actually
go up to a bar and ask for these without getting embarrassed?”
“Sure they do, it’s all part of the fun! I wouldn’t be
surprised if there are a whole lot of drinks out there that I know nothing
about. Come to think of it, it might be an idea if we program Ziggy’s
memory banks with a current list of popular drinks, that way I can give
you a hand with the recipe if there is one I don’t know about.”
“Probably a good idea. It would be just my luck to be asked for
something that Todd wouldn’t have to think twice about.”
PART
THREE
A
glass sculpture of a white pointer shark was the first thing patrons saw
upon entering Sharky’s cocktail bar. A blue neon light ran around the
ceiling and down lights created a subdued atmosphere. Darkened corners
were occupied with men and women in ones and twos having a quiet drink to
either finish up the week or kick off the weekend.
Sam,
dressed in black pants with a white long-sleeved shirt and a black vest
patterned with small vivid colored images of sharks, stood behind the bar
and looked around the room taking everything in. A jukebox was playing
some lively music and the few people sitting on stools in front of him
were chatting softly. Al lounged in a corner watching the comings and
goings. He had dressed for the part in an outfit consisting of a deep
green suit with a brocade vest in a lighter shade and a cream shirt.
The
bar was set up similar to others Sam had been to, although it felt like it
was several lifetimes ago. There were the usual popular beers on tap and
the less fashionable ones were in glass-door fridges behind him. The wall
behind the bar was covered with a full-length mirror and lined with
shelves containing bottles with names that Sam had never heard of. He had
memorized them quickly, knowing that he had to at least appear to be a
bartender. So far, the requests had been fairly straight forward; a gin
and tonic and a few scotch and Cokes.
Georgia, according to the small gold nametag pinned to her shirt,
placed a tray of empty glasses next to the sink. She wiped her hands on a
towel and smiled at Sam. She cocked her head to one side and placed her
hands on her hips. “Lonely yet?”
“Pardon?”
Sam questioned.
“With Dana gone. Won’t be back till tomorrow, huh?”
“Yeah, that’s right.” Sam improvised, grateful for the piece
of information.
She
smiled a bit wider and ran a finger down his nose and across one cheek,
winking playfully. “You’ve been out and about I see. Caught the sun a
bit. What have you been doing?”
Sam
blushed, deepening the color on his face. “Just taking some photos.”
“You
know you’d make far more money if you sold some of your work. The stuff
that I’ve seen is really good.” She advised him.
“It’s only a hobby.” Sam explained.
“It could be an occupation.” Georgia pressed.
A
group of people fronted up at the bar at that moment pulling Sam’s
attention away from their conversation.
The
night had passed quickly. As the hour grew later, the busier it seemed to
get. It was just after midnight and the crowd in front of the bar was
standing nearly three deep. Sam turned from where he was stacking glasses
on a tray as he felt a tap on his shoulder.
“Todd, someone wants to speak to you.” Georgia flashed him a
grin and gestured over her shoulder.
Sam looked up and his eyes settled on the face that still prickled
at the back of his mind. “Hello.” He greeted the familiar face.
Tina smiled and leaned on the bar. “I’ve come to buy you the
drink I promised you.”
“I might have to take a rain check on that one.” Sam grinned,
gesturing at the people gathered nearby. “Can I get you something,
though?”
“Mmm,
that would be nice. What do you recommend?” She fluttered her eyelashes
in a flirtatious manner.
Sam
cast a surreptitious glance at the gaudily dressed hologram who quickly
came to the rescue.
“I’ve got the perfect drink, Sam. Tell her you’ll make her a
cocktail.”
Sam did as he was told and then followed Al’s instructions in
preparing the concoction. When he had finished, he placed the glass in
front of Tina.
“Looks delicious! What’s in it?” Tina dipped her finger in
the cream on top of the drink and licked it off.
“It’s got Kahula, Malibu and Vandermint, which is a choc-mint
liqueur. How does it taste?”
Tina took a sip and keeping her eyes fixed on Sam, suggestively ran
her tongue over her lips. “Ooh, I like this. What's it called?”
Sam cringed when Al smilingly told him the name.
“It’s called a Flirt.” He repeated as a blush stole up the
side of his face.
“I like you.” Tina giggled as she leaned in closer. “Tell me,
what time do you get off work?”
Georgia came up behind Sam in time to hear the question and to see
the color intensify on his cheeks. She eyed Tina and shook her head.
“You’re wasting your time, hon, he’s already spoken for.”
Sam
glanced at the two women and looked up as someone further up the bar
called for his attention.
Tina
watched him move away, disappointment on her face. “Are you two, like,
together?”
Georgia laughed. “Todd and me? Good heavens no! Although I
certainly wish I could get him interested. No, I’m afraid his heart was
stolen a long time ago.”
Tina’s expression brightened. “Oh well, there’s plenty more
fish in the sea.” She picked up her drink catching Georgia’s eye as
she turned. “Will you tell him I said thanks for his help?”
“Sure.”
Georgia replied wondering what the woman was referring to.
**********
By
the time the bar closed Sam's feet and back hurt like heck. It was close
to 3 A.M. when he made his way to Todd's house and collapsed on the bed.
When he got up in the morning he made himself some eggs, waiting
impatiently for Al to show up. He still had no idea why he was here,
although he was sure Tina had something to do with it. Al insisted not,
but Sam was suspicious.
When
Sam heard a key turn in the front door lock, the tumblers falling with a
small grating click. He stood in the kitchen with a dishtowel in his
hands. This, he supposed, must
be Dana. He heard the door open and close, and then a voice called out; a
voice that froze Sam immobile, his mouth slightly open.
“Todd,
I’m back! Are you home? Man my feet are killing me.” There was a soft
rustle from the furniture then the sound of something dropped to the
floor; a shoe Sam guessed absently, followed closely by another. He heard
a long drawn out sigh, then another rustle as the person in the other room
moved again.
Sam was frozen by the sound of the voice. He still didn't move when
the Imaging Chamber door opened and the Observer stepped into the kitchen
next to him.
Al took in the look on his partner’s face and moved closer.
“Sam?”
“Dana.”
Sam whispered, eyes wide.
“Is
she home? What does she look like? Ten to one she’s a blonde!” Al
asked eagerly.
“She…”
Sam trailed off as a tall, dark haired man walked through from the other
room.
A
loving look crossed the man's face as he moved up next to Sam. “Hey
you.” A gentle hand cupping the side of Sam’s face followed the tender
endearment.
Al
froze, shocked, his mouth opening and closing like a fish.
The dishtowel slid from Sam’s nerveless fingers. “Dana?” He
whispered faintly.
“Did
you expect someone else?” A smile tugged at the corners of the
newcomer’s mouth as Sam’s eyes searched his face. “Hey, I’ve only
been gone for two days. Have you forgotten what I look like?”
Sam
took a quick look across at the hologram who had finally regained the use
of his faculties.
“Sam,
she’s not a she…I mean she’s a he…she’s a boy Dana!" Al
stuttered.
Sam
felt a grin slide across his face at the evident tone of astonishment in
Al’s voice. The person in front of him spoke again, drawing his
attention back.
“That’s
better. I love it when you smile.” Dana’s voice dropped subtly.
“Even more when you smile at me.”
Sam
stare shifted to Dana. The smile disappeared, and he opened his mouth to
respond but the obvious innuendo left him speechless. He looked to Al for
support, but the hologram was busy beating the stuffing out of the hand
link.
“Ziggy,
how could you not know? It’s not something that could be just
overlooked, for crying out loud!”
“Todd,
are you okay?”
Sam
shifted his concentration again. Dana had dropped his hand and was looking
at him inquiringly. “Um, yeah, I’m fine, I just wasn’t expecting
you.” He responded.
“I
was able to get back earlier, so I took advantage of it.” A soft smile
skated across his face and he reached down to take Sam’s hand in his
own. “I don’t suppose I could talk you into giving me one of your
famous foot rubs, could I?”
Again,
Sam flicked his gaze over at Al, who had heard the comment and stood
staring at Sam with his eyes still wide. Sam felt his heart racing along
with his brain. "Ahhh…" he stammered. “I . . . I still have,
um, dishes to do. You go into the …uh . . ." he waved in the
direction of the living room.
"Living
room?" Dana filled in with an odd expression.
"Yeah.
Living room. Sure.” Sam stammered, nodding as he backed away towards the
sink. "I . . . I'll be right in. When I'm done." He turned his
back and began filling the empty sink. He heard Dana finally leave the
room. Sam could see him shaking his head in his mind.
“Sam…you
can’t…he’s a…you’re a…Sam, what are you doing?”
"I
don't know, Al! Why didn't you tell me I - I mean Todd - was gay? Don't
you think that is kind of an important detail? How did Ziggy miss that? Or
did you just forget to tell me?" Sam's voice was low and agitated,
edged in panic.
The
handlink was squealing the entire time. "I didn't know either, Sam!
No one bothered to look! Or ask!"
"What
do I do? I can't go in there and pretend to have a loving relationship
with him!" Sam turned off the water and began pacing, nearly tripping
over the garbage can. He stared at it for a moment like it had fallen from
the sky, then snatched up the bag inside and tied it off.
"Where're
you going?" Al asked, waving the link wildly.
"Taking
the trash out!" Hissed Sam as he stepped into the living room. Dana
had settled on the couch and looked up at him. A big smile broke out over
the man's face as he tossed his socks on the floor and lay back on the arm
of the couch.
"It
feels so good to be off my feet!" He patted the cushion next to him.
"Join me! Tell me all about the desert."
"Um,"
Sam smiled at him and gave a sideways glance at the hologram following
close behind. He held up the trash bag and pointed at it. "Trash. Be
right back." He escaped out the front door.
Sam
made it to the trashcans in record time. "Al! What do I do? I can't
do this! What does Ziggy say?"
"Ziggy
says nada, Sam, and Beeks had jetted to the Waiting Room to get some ideas
from Todd. I don't know what happened! Sue me!"
The
idea to grab his friend's shoulders and shake the bejesus out of him
entered his head, but he exhaled loudly and shook his head instead.
"Amazing." He leaned his hands against the wall. "What
should I do?" He looked right at his friend, begging for guidance.
"Well,
there are a couple of choices." Al shifted nervously from one foot to
the other. "Run like hell, run like hell or run like hell! I don't
know what you should do! I just know what I'd do!"
Sam
stared at him for a few unbelieving seconds, then much to Al's surprise
Sam turned and sprinted away from the house. The Observer tapped a few
buttons and popped in floating next to his friend. "Sam! You're not
really taking my advice are you? Are you? Wait a minute, Ziggy's blowing a
gasket here!"
Sam
just kept running as Al regarded the link.
"Sam,
Ziggy says your jeopardizing several futures here….everything was okay
in these lives! Sam! Where are you going?"
"This….doesn't…feel
…. right!" Sam puffed as he ran along the street. "I …can't
go…back!!"
"I
don't blame you, buddy, but I'm not sure running away's the thing to do,
either! Maybe there's more to that relationship than Ziggy can find out.
I'll see what Beeks has found out." His fingers danced on the link
keys and he disappeared in a rectangle of light just as Sam ran out of
breath and stopped.
He
leaned against the wall of a business to catch his breath when the sound
of a slammed car door drew his attention. Looking up, he saw that he'd run
from the residential neighborhood to a small business area, and he was
across from a motel. And who should he see but Tina standing at the trunk
of a car.
Sam
moved across the street without thinking. "Hey," he said
casually, trying to appear like he belonged here.
Tina
looked up and grinned. "Hey yourself!" She said sweetly. "I
got another car, see? I'll make it to San Diego after all, thanks to you.
If you didn't come along, I'd be coyote snacks by now!" She giggled.
Sam
laughed lightly when a thought struck him. "Glad I could help. Er, I
was wondering, could you give me a lift? To San Diego?"
Tina's
eyes flickered for a second as her mouth turned slightly into a coy smile.
Oh, baby, I could give you more of a lift than you could imagine!
She thought, but outside, snapped her gum and said, "Sure, honey! I
could use the company! You have some days off?" She turned towards
the hotel to check out, and Sam followed meekly, wiping his sweaty hands
on his jeans.
"Yeah.
Sure. Well, actually, no." Something about this woman made Sam feel
safe. He felt he could trust her, even though he knew nothing about her.
Inwardly, he smiled, knowing Al would probably have a heart attack when he
saw them together again. That alone was worth the request for a ride!
"I just need to get away for awhile. Work will do fine without
me." He could only hope that was true, but something felt right about
the decision. If what he'd heard last night was something to go on, Todd
could make a living as a photographer instead of a bartender. Maybe that's
why he was here. Whatever the reason, going back into Dana's arms was out
of the question.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
The
ride to San Diego was both entertaining and enjoyable. Tina Martinez-O'Farrell
was a quick mind, Sam figured out quickly. He wasn't surprised, however,
because everything about her seemed so familiar. Whenever Sam tried to
lure her into a scientific conversation, she artfully weaseled her way
into a change of subject. Finally, Sam decided to go for the personal
approach.
"Is
Martinez or O'Farrell your maiden name?"
As
Tina squirmed a moment, Sam heard the Imaging Chamber door swoosh open and
saw a flash of light in his peripheral vision.
"Hey,
Sam, you're gonna like . . . HEY! What are you doing here? What's she
doing here? What are you DOING?" Al began to bounce on his toes and
juggled the handlink between his nervous hands. "Oh, Sam! This is too
close for comfort!"
"Martinez."
Tina finally responded. "I sorta like the uniqueness of the
combination of names. That's why I use the hyphen." She flashed him a
bright-eyed smile. "I like to be unique."
"That's
an understatement!" Al quipped nervously.
Sam
was enjoying the Observer's discomfort and pressed on. "I don't see a
wedding band. Are you divorced?"
"Not
yet," Tina said cheerily. "He wants to reconcile. I think
putting a few states between us will quash that idea."
"So
that's why you took this job? To get away?"
"SAAAAMMMM,
let it lie, will you? She's fine!" Somehow an unlit cigar had joined
the fray in Al's nervous hands.
From
his seat beside her, Sam could still see the sparkle in her eyes as she
replied after a moment. "You're very perceptive, Mr. Photographer.
That's probably what makes you so good at it."
"How
. . . where did you see my work?"
She
giggled. "Posted at your work, silly. In the hallway outside the
restrooms."
"Oh.
Yeah." Sam acknowledged, oblivious. "But you changed the
subject. Why are you getting away from Mr. O'Farrell? If you don't mind my
asking."
"Sam!
Just drop it, will you? You're going to ruin everything!" Al's
bouncing had resorted to pacing as the hologram's fingers flew over the
link.
Tina's
reaction was not what Sam expected. She was quiet for a moment, and she
thoughtfully touched her cheek. Then her eyes slid sideways and regarded
the aura of Todd. "Let's just say he wasn't the man I thought I
married."
"Sam,
stop. Just stop, okay? Mike O'Farrell hit her. She needed to leave. Now
will you drop it?"
"He
hit you?" Sam said, aghast.
Tina
blinked in surprise and gripped the steering wheel tighter. "My, you
ARE perceptive!" She feigned lightly. "That's the main reason,
yes, but I've also sort of found someone else. Someone who has gotten my
intellect stimulated again. It's refreshing, and I'm not passing up this
opportunity to start over."
"So,
you're moving closer to this guy? He's in San Diego? How well do you know
him?"
Al
clapped his palm to his forehead and groaned. "Jeeze, Sam, you have
no idea! Will you just DROP IT?"
Tina's
laugh was light and musical, and her eyes flashed with mischief. "My
goodness, I had no idea I'd picked up Jiminy Cricket! To tell you the
truth, I've only spoken with the man twice, but I've read everything he's
written and I love to hear him talk." She grinned evilly. "And
he stole my heart! And he's married, to boot!"
Sam
blinked unbelievably. His mouth hung open in shock. He glanced at Al, who
was shaking his head, his hand pressed to his eyes like he was fighting
off a headache.
"Actually,
I'm not going directly to the guy. He wants me to meet his business
manager or best friend or pimp or something in San Diego."
"Pimp?!"
Al exclaimed.
The
fact that she was teasing him finally dawned on Sam. "Oh! This has to
do with your job! I get it! Very funny, Tina, very funny."
Tina's
eyes shined as she giggled. "Gotcha for being so nosy, mister! I can
take care of myself, believe me. Now that you've wrenched my secret out of
me, what about you? You don't even have a suitcase. What are you running
away from?"
Sam
felt his face flush. He didn't know where to begin. "Um," he
said shakily. "Well, let's just say I left a situation I wasn't
comfortable with."
Tina
patted his thigh. "Two peas in a pod, honey, that's us. Are you going
to stay in San Diego? Do you have friends there?"
"I,
ah, don't know."
"You
don't know if you have friends? Well, that's pretty sad! I'm your friend,
you know. You can stay with me." She smiled seductively. "That
might be kinda fun!"
Sam
felt his face flush hotter. "I, that's, I don't think. . . um, I'm
gay!" he finally blurted out.
"Oh,
brother, talk about a lost opportunity!" Al groaned.
"Oh?"
Tina's eyebrows arched nearly to her hairline. "Really? Oh, my what a
shame for the ladies of the world! That explains why you kept your hands
to yourself!" She giggled. "I thought I was losing my
touch!"
That
didn't help Sam's embarrassment one iota. "No! You’re a beautiful
woman, Tina!" He sputtered, flustered. "I'm sure there's lots of
hands that would . . . I mean, if you wanted them to . . ."
"Jeeze,
Sam, you're certainly Mr. Smooth, aren't you?" Al chided.
"I
mean, look at it this way: You haven't lost a b . . .boyfriend, you've
gained a . . . a . . . uh . . "
"Shopping
partner?" Al suggested.
"A
friend?" Tina supplied.
"Yeah.
A friend. We can be great friends. You can't have enough friends, can
you?" As he said the words, an idea fell over Sam as his instincts
kicked in. Tina and Todd - there was something to this, he just knew it.
"So, as friends," Sam turned and looked directly at his
Observer. "Friends Tina and Todd can talk. Face to face."
"What?"
Al pointed back over his shoulder. "You want Tina to go talk to
Todd?" Sam nodded. "In the Waiting Room?" Again, Sam
nodded. "Why?"
"Sure,
honey, face to face! This will be nice, having a man's point of view on
boyfriend problems!"
"Well,
we all have feelings, don't we?" Sam glared at Al.
"All
right, all ready! No need to give me the evil eye!"
Tina
sighed. "Yeah, we do. They sure can be a pain in the butt
sometimes!"
"You
can say that again, sister!" Al snorted as he called for the Chamber
door.
PART
FOUR
"Well, I'll do it, but what am I supposed to do?" Pulse
technician Tina fingered her dangling earring with one finger as she
stuffed a tiny screwdriver into her designer leather belt. Al had to grin
as her left eyebrow, perfectly plucked to shape, rose curiously. Her lower
lip, glossy red and sparkly, pouted for a moment. "Am I supposed to
find something out? I do recall some guy rescuing me from the desert once,
but I don't think I saw him again after that." The narrow, matched
brows now dropped into the shape of a 'V' as she thought and the little
dimple that appeared where the brows came the closest transfixed Al. She
waited for a response. "Al?"
"What? Oh, yeah, well," the distracted Observer patted
his pockets for a cigar. "Ah, Ziggy says that this history is still
in a flux so your memories may be fuzzy. The longer Sam stays in this
timeline, the more clear it will become for you."
"Ok, but what have we talked about so far? This is when I was
coming to see you, right?"
"Right. Well, Sam got one of his gut feelings when you told
Todd about why you left your husband."
Tina rolled her eyes. "Oh, great. My wonderful past out here
for all to see." She sighed and tapped one sling back clad foot while
her finger continued to toy with her flashing earring.
Al
found himself staring at her earlobe as it twitched, and rolled the cigar
more rapidly between his fingers. He swallowed and forced his eyes to meet
hers. There was a little spark behind the brown orbs watching him.
"Do
ya think I'm there to give advice on partner abuse? Didja check this guy's
medical history?"
"Just
finished," Ziggy's smooth voice interrupted. "In two months,
Todd Palmer gets a broken arm treated at a San Bernardino hospital.
Nothing is mentioned about abuse. He says he broke it when he fell
down."
"Is
that so? No police report, then?"
"No,
but the x-ray shows the break to be a spiral break of the ulna that would
indicate a twisting motion." Ziggy added.
"What
are you a doctor now?" Al snorted.
"I
am simply reading the doctor's notes with the x-ray," Ziggy sniffed.
"But I would conclude the same thing by the picture itself."
"Of
course you would. Couldn't it be from a fall? A compression
fracture?"
Silence.
"Ziggy?"
Al said shortly. "Did you hear me?"
"If
you are going to challenge my replies, then what's the point?"
"I
didn't challenge you, Ziggy, so tell me," Tina replied as Al
sputtered, finally completely distracted from Tina's lovely figure and
mannerisms.
"There's
no compression indicated. It's a twist break." The parallel hybrid
sounded smug.
"Well,
that sounds like a place to start." Al concluded with a glare at the
ceiling.
"Did
Verbena approve this idea? Is there anything I shouldn't say?"
"Yes,
she gave it a go. He's a bit nervous, but communicative. Beeks will watch
from the observation room unless you want her in with you."
"Nah."
Tina spun on her impossibly high heels and tacka-tacka-tacka'd down the
hall. Her short skirt hugged her form quite impressively, and Al sucked in
a breath as he watched the material twitch. She flipped an offhand wave at
Al as she walked away. "I'll wing it. I usually don't have any
problems with guys."
"Ohhh,
I bet you have a lot of opportunities for problems, my dear," he
whispered quietly. He had to make an applied effort to drag his eyes away
from her retreating form and turn back to the Control Room. He let out a
bracing sigh. "Back to work, mister."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When Tina stepped into the Waiting Room and met the eyes of the
Visitor, she felt a little rush of adrenalin. She hadn't seen Dr.
Beckett's form in awhile. His body was currently sitting on the edge of
the bed and the sadness in his eyes made her want to rush right up to him
and cradle his head against her chest. She sharply reminded herself that
not only was that not professional, but that wasn't really Dr. Beckett.
"Hi!" She chirped cheerily, waiting for a response to see
if she should move closer. "My name's Tina."
The eyes that met with hers widened in surprise. "Do I know
you?" He asked.
"Ah, well, that's a more complicated question than you know.
Can I sit?"
She
indicated a spot next to him.
"Uh, yeah, sure!" He scooted over a little, but was
unable to take his eyes from her. "I've never seen earrings like
that," he commented.
Tina wiggled onto the bed and began to swing her dangling feet.
"Yeah. I have a friend that makes them in San Diego." She pulled
one off. "Here."
Grateful for a distraction the man took the jewelry and looked
closer. "I'm Todd. Nice to meet you."
"Well, Todd, what do you think of this place?"
"To tell you the truth, it's pretty scary. And boring. I can't
get out of this room." He handed the earring back. "That's
pretty neat."
Tina reattached the twinkling earring. "Did they tell you what
this place is all about?"
The form of Sam Beckett dropped his head and couldn't look any more
miserable. Tina again suppressed the urge to hug him. "Yeah, but I
don't really get it. Someone is changing something in my life? Fixing
something?"
"Yeah. You saved me in the desert. Remember? My car broke. It
was just outside Death Valley." Since she did remember the incident
she figured he'd picked her up even without Sam's intervention.
His head jerked up, and he snapped a finger. "That's it! I
remember now."
"You’re a photographer." She said.
"Yeah, and you were going on a job interview or something like
that? I dropped you in the city."
"Right." They both smiled and thought for a moment.
"You know, I wondered why you didn't hit on me. All men hit on me
eventually. But you're gay."
"Yeah. I guess it just didn't come up." He blushed.
"In the conversation, I mean!"
She laughed at his Freudian slip and he joined her. The gaffe
helped both of them to relax a little.
"I'll tell you why I'm here, Todd. The brains that run this
place think I can help you. And when I do, you'll go home again."
"Help me? How?"
She squirmed a second then put her hand on his thigh. "How
long have you and Dana been together?"
His eyebrows rose at the unexpected question. "We met at a
photo shoot a year ago."
"Do you love him?"
He hesitated and dropped his eyes. "Ah, sure. I guess. He's
good for me."
"Good? How?"
"He takes care of me. I . . . I don't really do well by
myself. He keeps everything together. The bills, our expenses. That kind
of stuff." Todd's legs began to swing a little faster.
Tina picked up on it immediately. "But does he make you happy,
Todd?"
"Happy? What do you mean?"
She decided to take a different tack. "Well, what makes you
happy? Photography?"
"Yeah, I do like photography."
"And if I remember, you do it well. Why don't you do that for
a living? Wouldn't that make you happy?"
Nervous, Todd slipped from the table and began to prowl the room.
"Dana . . . I mean, I don't think I could do that. Have my own
business, I mean. It's a scary idea."
"And Dana agrees with you?"
Todd nodded. "Yeah. He wants me home, anyway."
Tina took a moment to collect her thoughts. "My husband was
like that. When we dated, he was outgoing and fun and we went out all the
time. All that changed when we got married, though. He wanted me
home." She caught his eyes again. "After a while he insisted I
stay home. Insisting turned into demanding, and then he got
physical." When Todd didn't comment and dropped his head to break eye
contact, she knew she was on to something. Good call, Dr. Beckett,
she thought. "Todd. Now's the time to give it a try. You can do
it."
"No, I don't think I can . . ."
"Because Dana says so? Tell me, have you ever met any of
Dana's exes? No? Did he ever tell you why he broke up with them?"
"He says they didn't appreciate him."
"They probably didn't appreciate him controlling them. Has he
ever hit you?" Again, the silence told her everything. "Todd,
you have to leave."
Todd wrung his hands. "But I'll never find anyone
better," he said.
Tina barked a laugh. "Oh, so you've met every single gay guy
in the world, have you? There a lot more fish in the sea! In fact, San
Diego has a thriving gay community and you could do very well there!
There's more to the world than San Bernardino, Todd, and San Diego is a
perfect place for an outdoor kinda guy like you. You could learn to
surf."
It was Todd's turn to laugh, but then he turned thoughtful. "I
did want to learn to kayak, but Dana said it was a stupid idea since there
weren't any nearby rivers."
"Well, I'd say the Pacific Ocean is as good as any river. Come
on, Todd. The hard part is already over."
His head snapped up. "What? What do you mean by that?"
His voice took on a tone of panic.
"Well, it appears that you're already on you way to San Diego,
my friend. You don't have to worry about leaving because you've already
left."
"What?" His eyes filled with fear and he froze.
"What if Dana finds me? What if he comes after me? What gives you the
right to change my life for me?"
The door swished open and Verbena stepped in, trying to look
casual. "Thank you Tina, I think I can take it from here."
"Wait a sec, 'Bena. One more thing." Tina has dropped
from the bed and stood in front of the frightened Todd. She put her hands
on his forearms. "Todd. I know you're scared. Believe me, I know. I
was in the same position, and it took me a long time to work up the nerve
to leave."
He looked her up and down, skeptical. "But you're so
confidant. It was easy for you to leave."
"No, it wasn't. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. But
you know what? I'd do it all over again, honey. Take my word for it. It's
the best thing you'll ever do. Like I said, the hard part's over. You can
do this."
She dropped her hand and smiled. "There is something I forgot
to tell you. I left for another man."
"There, see? You had someone!"
"Yeah, and he's smart and interesting and very, very married.
He's my boss. I left to work for Dr. Sam Beckett because he made my brain
work again. Get your brain working, Todd. Do what you are meant to do.
Don't have any regrets."
She patted his cheek and he nodded mutely. She could see that he
was thinking now, and turned to go.
"Thanks, Tina. You can fill in for me anytime." Verbena
smiled.
Tina began to tinker with the earring again and smiled back.
"No thanks, 'Bena. I'm much more comfortable with wires and
circuits!" She turned to the aura of her boss as the door slid open.
"Bye, Todd! You'll do just fine. Trust yourself."
He waved shakily. "See ya. Maybe." A tiny grin lightened
his face but it disappeared as soon as the door was closed. Todd turned to
Verbena. "So now what?" His fingers began to intertwine in a
busy and intricate pattern and Beeks could see the desire for help in his
eyes.
The Doctor smiled. "Tell ya what. I have an idea . . ."
PART
FIVE
June
17, 1994
Southbound
I - 163
San
Diego, California
The
trip south was actually quite enjoyable. Tina was a superb
conversationalist and Sam was quite at ease by the time they pulled off
the freeway.
"OK, you need to be the navigator," Tina said. "My
friend lives in an upstairs loft on this street here." Sam saw the
sign for University Avenue. "I've been there once, but it was dark
and the neighborhood changes a lot. It's sort of an artsy area." She
gave him the address and they began their search. "You should see
this area at night!" Tina giggled. "Neon everywhere, interesting
people wandering around."
Sam noticed a store called The Head. It sold nothing but condoms.
He felt his jaw drop and it hung there for many minutes in surprise. The
eclectic stores and riot of colors gave more than enough hints that this
was an arts-based community. The tiny bistros interspaced between the
stores were busy with customers chatting happily among themselves. The
area was so cozy.
"Here we go!" Tina whipped the car expertly into a
parking spot in front of a refurbished older building complete with
gargoyles and cement columns.
Sam stepped to the sidewalk and gazed around. Tina's friend lived
above a small storefront with a 'For Lease' sign in the window. A dog hair
salon called 'The Dapper Doggery' on one side and a ceramic artist store
called 'Fired Up Fred' on the other flanked it. Further down he saw a
small pub. Interestingly enough, there was a 'Bartender Needed' sign in
the window. Sam looked up to the clouds with a suspicious expression.
"Well, that's kinda obvious, don't you think?" He said quietly
to God, Fate, Time or Whomever.
Tina grabbed his hand and nodded at the sign. "See?
Opportunities everywhere! Come on! Raisa makes the best mimosas," and
pulled him through a narrow glass door between the Doggery and the empty
studio. Stairs lead upwards and Sam couldn't help but notice that the face
of each stair was painted a different bright color and Tina's heels were
very loud on the wooden surface. He ducked his head to avoid staring at
her muscled thighs.
At
the top there was a landing with a two doors, right and left. Tina turned
left and pushed the door open. "Raisa? Hi, Sweetie!" The sound
of shrill giggles and greetings made Sam wince as they reached an
impossibly high pitch. They sounded like twins and Sam wondered if the
glass windows would break.
He
was looking at the windows which overlooked the street when Tina grabbed
his forearm and pulled him over. "Raisa, this is my good friend Todd.
What about lettin' Todd stay with us? He's great fun and safe, if
ya know what I mean." She giggled and winked, and Raisa gave him a
grinning, head to toe inspection.
"You're
gay?" Raisa could have been Tina's twin, except that her hair was
bleached and cut short. They sounded, dressed and otherwise physically
looked the same. Sam wondered if there was enough material between their
two skirts to make a napkin. "What a shame! Why sure you can stay!
We'll have fun!"
"Thanks,"
Sam stuttered backing into a bookcase. The girls continued to reminisce
and Sam couldn't help but notice the books on the shelf - most were thick,
old and in German. The selection of classical tomes was impressive, and
Sam, knowing Tina, realized that there was a lot more to Raisa than met
the eye. Todd could do very well with such a confidant, intelligent
roommate. Then he remembered the sign outside. "Um, will you two
excuse me? I think I may have a job interview waiting for me."
Tina
cracked a grin. "That's my boy! I knew you'd come around. We'll be
right here whippin' up some sustenance. You can show us your stuff when
you get back!"
Raisa
shrieked at the implications of that comment, and they both started
giggling again.
Sam
was unable to keep from smiling as he backed out the door and retreated
down the stairs. He trotted out to the sidewalk and stopped momentarily to
straighten his hair and clothing. Then he walked confidently to the pub
and paused in front of the 'Bartender Needed' sign. He was about to step
inside when he felt that familiar tingling.
He
paused, slightly disappointed. He really wanted to know how this one
ended, but the uncompromising aura had other ideas.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Dr.
Beckett has leaped," Ziggy droned, bored. Al could imagine her
sitting at a desk examining her nails if she had a body.
"Yeah?"
Al stopped just outside the Control Room. He'd actually been pretty
useless on this leap, he realized. He didn't even tell Sam what he had to
do! "What happens with Todd?"
"Todd
Palmer enters the 1998 Bartender Olympics in Las Vegas and wins for the
first time, representing 'The Place' Pub in San Diego. He holds that title
for two more years. He also opens a photography studio in the Hillcrest
area of San Diego and calls it 'The View From Here Studio'. He becomes a
local celebrity and a popular photographer. Anything else?"
Dr.
Beeks has appeared by Al's side as Ziggy finished her summary.
"Sounds like enough for me!" She said brightly as she initialed
a paper on her clipboard and hugged it close.
"Yeah,
Ziggy, thanks." He turned to Beeks. "What happened? Why do I
feel like excess baggage?"
"Are
you addressing me?" Ziggy asked grouchily.
"No."
Beeks and Al said together. They swore the heard a computer equivalent of
an indignant 'humpf!', then it was quiet.
Verbena
grinned at the ceiling, then reached out an patted Al's arm. "You're
not excess baggage, hon. This leap just needed a different point of
view."
"So,
what did you do, then?" Al asked curiously.
"After
Tina unearthed the problem, I hypnotized Mr. Palmer."
"Excuse
me? What good would that do? Won't he Swiss cheese like Sam?"
"Admiral,
you and I both know that's not an absolute. And I'd like to think that the
hypnoses did stick, so to speak, because Todd obviously stayed in San
Diego and away from that battering boyfriend. I gave him a calming
mantra."
Al
blinked. "Something like 'oooommmm' or
'there's no place like home'?"
Verbena
grinned. "More like 'I can do this.' And like I said, it must have
worked."
"Ah.
The Little Engine That Could mantra." He nodded as Beeks punched his
shoulder playfully. "Bet that's standard reading in shrink
school," he said lightly as he pulled a wrapped cigar from his
jacket.
She
wrinkled her nose. "Well, I'm listing it as a success. And now I'm
leaving you to your habit." The elegant scientist turned to go.
"
'Bena?" Al said quickly. She stopped and turned her head to him.
"Thanks. And good job."
She
winked and smiled. "Thanks. I could do the same magic to help you
with that." She pointed at the cigar like it was a snake.
Al
looked shocked. "Not in this lifetime!"
"So
I'll keep nagging you instead."
Al
grinned with the cigar in his mouth and pulled out a match in full
defiance of the 'No Smoking' sign hanging over his right shoulder.
"Join the rest of the band, doc. I'll just keep playin'."
Verbena, not surprised, continued on her way with a smile.
EPILOGUE
As
Sam Beckett's senses returned after his leap in, the first thing that hit
him was the smell. Wherever he was, it stank. Then he realized he could
hear a muffled beat in the background. It was only when he felt some paper
being pulled from his right hand and something else put in its place that
he knew where he was. The toilets. That explained the smell. Two men were
facing him. One of them was pocketing some money, which was what Sam had
felt being taken from him.
"Pleasure
doing business with you," the smaller man said, and the two of them
left.
What
business could they possibly be doing in the toilets? Sam wondered. He
opened his hand and peered at the contents: Two pills in a tiny baggie. It
seemed odd for a minute until he turned over the bag and saw the 'E'
engraved on them.
"Oh boy."