PRELUDE

    "AIEYAAAAH!"
    Dr. Sam Beckett, barely cognizant of his senses, leaped backwards at the yell, instantly raised his arms to block an attack and dropped low into a horse stance for balance. His well-rehearsed defense was not needed when he focused his eyes and realized that his attacker was no more than seven years old. He became even more aware of his surroundings when he heard the tittering of stifled laughter, and noticed that he was standing in front of at least a dozen young boys dressed in traditional gis for martial arts.
    "Did I scare ya, sensei? Did I?" The little boy in front of him could barely contain himself as he tried to stand at attention in front of Sam, prancing in place from excitement. From somewhere in the group Sam heard a low hiss of warning. 
    "Bow!"
    A look of embarrassment crossed the boy’s face, and he collected himself enough to execute a stiff bow to Sam. Sam dropped his defenses and returned the bow awkwardly. "Oh, boy," he mumbled to himself, very aware of the eyes upon him as Sensei Sam.

PART ONE

May 21, 1970
Los Angeles, California

    When the little boy stepped back in line an older boy in a purple belt stepped forward and faced the group and started to lead the boys through breathing exercises. Sam noted with fondness the belt levels of the boys. The beginners wore white, and progressed through yellow to purple. The boy leading the warm down was obviously the senior member of the group. A pleasant wave of nostalgia washed over Sam as he recalled going through the same progression. He just couldn’t recall when that was, exactly.
    Sam looked up to take in his surroundings and saw a viewing area just inside the front door. It was packed with mothers, some glancing annoyingly at their watches and others looking bored. Sam noted a wall clock by the door that read a little after six o’clock.
    After the warm down the boys recited a closing chant. Sam moved his lips to look like he knew what he was saying, and tried to make out the words. When they were finished, they all bowed towards Sam, and the older boy stepped back in line. Sam returned the bow, unsure what to do next. The boys watched him expectantly, some shifting their weight and glancing towards their mothers. Class must be over, Sam concluded.
    "Ah, you can go now," he said.
    With a surprised look all the boys dashed to the door in barely controlled chaos. Sam awkwardly backed away to survey the scene. The women were dressed in bright colors and short skirts, with pale lipstick and hair either piled high or hanging straight. Some wore chokers. It reeked of the late 60’s, possibly the early 70’s and Sam felt his eyes roll upwards. "Please don’t make me invent disco," he whispered to God, Time, Fate, or Whomever.
    Turning around to inspect the dojo he came face to face with a wall of mirrors and the reflection of a well-toned man in a black gi. Sam fingered the brown belt and found himself to be very comfortable in this outfit. The man Sam had become appeared to be in this late 20’s with a classic fu-manchu mustache and hair pulled back in a tight ponytail. He was neat and clean and had dark, rich brown eyes that sparkled. Sam liked this guy.
    He reached out to touch the face in the glass when a voice barked from the back room, "Sweep out the dressing area then you’re free to spar with us, Jeff." A short, very compact man with blond hair strode out from the back room, tightening his belt and looking right at Sam. Sam instantly felt he knew this person. It annoyed him that his memory was Swiss-cheesed, having great holes and gaps, so he couldn’t pin a name on the man. By the way the man talked to the other guys following him from the back room, he was obviously the one in charge here. 
    Sam sidled over to the doorway to retreat to the back rooms, remembering to bow out of the dojo. Bowing out was a show of respect and an expected gesture; Sam was relieved to recall as he backed out of the room. Turning back around to see where he’d backed into Sam discovered he was in a hallway that had a half dozen curtained rooms and a regular door at the end that had "EXIT" stenciled on it in red. He began to systematically check each room for a broom to carry out his chore.
    He had just pulled back the third curtain when he just about collided with a boy hurrying to leave the small room. Sam recognized him as one of the older boys in his class.
    "‘Scuse me," the boy mumbled, ducking his head as he slid past Sam and out the back door. Sam watched him leave with a curious feeling in his gut.
    ‘That seemed odd,’ he thought to himself. He turned back to the little room and saw that it contained several gym bags strewn about and a broom propped in the corner. Sam grabbed the broom and started sweeping.
    Purposely working slowly Sam hoped Al would show up soon to tell him what to do. He could hear the grunts, thumps and laughter of good-natured sparring, and knew he’d done this before and actually looked forward to joining them. As he swept he could picture long, intricate routines of kicks, chops, grabs and releases, amazed at the detail of his memory. So why were other parts of his life impossible to remember?  Would this Swiss cheese effect ever dissipate?
    The sweeping was soon done and Sam had even tidied up the rest room in an effort to kill time. He couldn’t go home; he had no idea where he lived, what his whole name was, or even where his clothes were! It had been almost an hour now, and even though he wasn’t too anxious to enter the world of free love and hippies, he sure was ready to leave this back room. 
    The desire to join in the sparring was finally too much, and Sam slowly headed to the open doorway to the dojo, drawn by the sounds of the camaraderie. He stepped quietly onto the padded floor mats trying to slip into the group without being noticed. Watching two men spar with gusto, and two more off to the side trading comments and holds, Sam realized that the style they were using was Tae Kwan Do. He frowned to himself; did he know that or did Jeff know that? It seemed too familiar to be a mixing of the minds. Where was Al when he needed him?
    "Hey, Jeff, come here," the short blond man said energetically, waving him over. "Stand here and block this."
    Sam hesitated for just a second, and stepped up to the indicated spot. The room grew quiet. Sam felt himself automatically bow to his partner then drop into a defensive position. The man mirrored his motions, then instantly Sam found himself on his back with a throbbing pain in his chest. This guy was fast!
    There was a burst of laughter. "OK," the man chuckled. "That probably wasn’t fair. Let’s try it again." 
    Sam caught his breath and stood up, prepared to do better. The punch and kick combination was a little slower this time and Sam successfully blocked both, obviously to the surprise of the group.
    "Well!" a tall black man exclaimed. "Someone’s been practicing!"
     Sam smiled and shrugged, but didn’t take his eyes off his attacker as they circled slowly in ready positions.  Sam managed to block another punch, then a kick, then struck out with a round kick, making brushing contact with his opponent’s shoulder. There was a surprised gasp from the crowd, then the next thing Sam knew he was flat on his back next to the wall, gasping for breath, looking up at a plaque that read "1969 Fighter of the Year, Black Belt Magazine". The glare on the gold nameplate made it impossible for Sam to read the recipient’s name, but it didn’t take a quantum physicist to realize that it was probably the guy that put him down there. 
    There was scattered applause and laughter as the grinning winner stepped over and offered Sam a hand up.  "You’ve come quite a ways, Jeff!" He laughed. "That’s the longest you’ve ever lasted and you even touched me! There’s hope!" 
    Sam took the hand and lurched to his feet, noting that it hurt to breathe. He stretched out a bit, and took up an offer of some less strenuous sparring off to the side. As long as he was here, he might as well do something, he thought. It wasn’t like he could go home.
    He had been happily sparring with someone closer to his own level for several minutes when the swooshing sound of the imaging room door caught his attention. The sideways glance he gave the figure dressed in red and black was just enough of an opening for his opponent to sweep Sam’s feet out from under him. He landed with a solid thump on his back. Again. Al cringed.
    "He got you there, Sam!" he commented helpfully.
    "Thanks," Sam grumbled.
    "Hey, anytime!" the brown belted opponent answered cheerily, still standing with his defenses up and ready.
    Sam noticed, however, that he was just a tad too close. He rolled over to his hands and knees and launched  a rear kick and sweep motion that landed his opponent on the floor with him, sporting a surprised look. 
    "Good one, Sam!" Al cheered.
    Sam got to his feet, and then bowed to the sitting man. 
    The man chuckled. "You have several tricks up your sleeve tonight, Jeff! Where did you learn those?" He pushed himself to his feet and returned the bow.
    "It just came to me," Sam offered lamely, bowing out of the dojo. "It’s been fun, but I have to go now."
    Most of the group glance his ways and nodded, and a couple of farewells floated through the air. Just before Sam stepped back into the hallway, the compact blond man stepped out of the group.
    "I signed up a private lesson for you tomorrow at 6:15, if you need the cash," the man offered. "Check the schedule on the wall back there and initial if you can do it."
    As the man spoke Al casually glanced over in his direction then Sam saw his eyes about pop out of his head and his jaw hit his chest. "SAM! Do you know who that is?! Wow, this is great!"
    Blinking at the distraction, Sam kept his cool as he replied. "Yeah, sure, I’ll be here. Tomorrow. Sir." 
    "That’s Chuck Norris! He’s fantastic, Sam! Oh, this is great! He’s one of the best martial artists there is!"
    "OK, then. Adios." Chuck did a quick bow and turned back to the group. 
    Returning the bow Sam then stepped back out of sight. Al was bouncing up and down like a kid a Christmas. 
    "Chuck Norris is fantastic! Oh, I can’t wait to see him in action!" He gleefully bound into the dojo the way only a hologram could; by passing through the walls.
    "Al!" Sam hissed an, "get back here!" 
    Sam could only hear Al’s response. "Wow! It’s like being at the movies! He’s terrific!" The slapping sound of someone hitting the mat punctuated Al’s remark.
    Sam felt a twinge of a headache and pressed his fingertips to his temples as he shut his eyes and tried to calm down. He could hear the oh’s and ah’s of Al’s admiration, and could picture him standing right next to his hero, shadowing the punches. Sometimes he felt like the mother of a two-year-old and frowned at that thought. Had he ever been that?
    A sudden bang and rattling of the wall brought him back to attention just as Al bounced back into Sam’s line of vision. "WOW!" Al exclaimed. "He just threw that guy into the wall! This is great!!"
    "AL!" Sam barked, annoyed. "Please! I have NO idea why I’m here!"
    "But this is so neat!" Al was stopped by the pained expression Sam gave him. "OK, OK. Why you’re here...well, we don’t know." Al glanced over his shoulder, the desire to go back out to the sounds of combat written all over his body language.
    "What?!" Sam snapped, fighting to keep his voice down. "I’ve been over an hour!"
    Al was inching towards the dojo wall again and Sam stepped in his path as if he could physically stop him.  Maybe that wasn’t so, but his glare did the trick. Al stopped, giving in, and grudgingly reached for the handlink in his pocket giving the direction of the noisy sparring a last, longing look. Then he sighed and started punching buttons.
    "Ziggy has no clue why you’re here. It’s May 21, 1970, by the way. You’re in Los Angeles County, California." Al continued to punch the keys, all business.
    "1970. OK. What’s my name? Jeff what?" Sam started running his time here through his mind. Usually there was some sort of clue as to the event he was to fix soon after he leaped in. Who had he seen? Then it occurred to him. What about the kid that he’d seen in the back room? He had seemed kind of jumpy to Sam. "Am I here to help a student?"
    Al gave him an odd look. "We don’t know, Sam. This Jeff Walker guy you just leaped into only started teaching here last month." Al continued to tap at the keys of the brightly flashing hand unit. He frowned. "He’s just got a cat... what?" Al slapped the handlink and it squealed in protest.
    Sam looked exasperated. "A cat? What’s that have to do..."
    "Oh! No, not a cat... Katmandu! He just got back from Katmandu where he was..." he whacked the link again. "..probably contemplating his navel," Al mumbled as he shook the sputtering link.
    "What? Doing what?" Sam was as confused as before.
    "Where were you in the 60’s?" Al commented, distracted, then realized whom he was talking to. "Oh, yeah.  On the farm, contemplating udders."
    "What are you talking about?" 
    "I know you probably never actually saw anyone that did this, being from the farm and all," Al rolled his eyes as he spoke, "but you must recall the spiritual direction taken by a few weirdos in the 60’s. Gurus and stuff, holy visits to Nepal and Tibet, looking for something better than was here at the time." Al, seeming satisfied with what the link offered now, continued to read. "Draft dodgers, probably," he mumbled to himself.
    "Do you think this Jeff guy was dodging the draft?" Sam whispered, eyes wide. "Is the war over?"
    Al gave Sam a curious and patient look. "Not quite yet. It seems like it’s never over." He turned back to the link, sparing Sam the details of where he himself had been at this point in time. Vietnam was difficult to forget; being a POW in Vietnam was impossible to forget. He suppressed a shudder and continued on, all business. "You, I mean Jeff, is a self proclaimed Buddhist and can’t be inducted because of his religious beliefs. Huh." Al snorted. 
    "Well, I guess everyone was looking for some sort of explanation to the craziness of the times," Sam commented as he entered the room with all the bags. He was determined to find other clothes. "Maybe that’s why I’m here? To explain all this to someone?"
    "Explain what? The ‘60’s?" Al gave a short laugh. "I still don’t think that can be done," he mumbled half to himself. Then he suddenly perked up. "Who needs to explain hip huggers and going braless, if you catch my drift..." Al’s leering tone made it very clear what he meant. "The more skin the better," he looked at Sam with a big grin. "Don’t you think?"
    Sam didn’t even bother to answer. He just shook his head and continued his search. "I should have known." 
    "Are you looking for something to wear?" Al asked innocently. 
    "Yeah, but an address would be even better." Sam sounded annoyed as he rummaged through the bags. "Where do I go from here?"
    "Why don’t you try the closet there?" Al indicated a row of hooks in a small, curtained alcove.
    Sam gave Al a sideways glance and stepped up to the curtain, pushing it aside. There was a pair of jeans and a T-shirt with ‘Good Karma, Good day, Good life’ silk-screened across the back hanging together on a hook. A bulge in the jean pocket indicated a wallet, which Sam fished out and confirmed it belonged to Jeff Walker. 
    "What do we have on this Jeff guy?" Sam asked as he wormed his way into the clothes. Before putting on the shirt he studied the intricate flower design around the writing.
    Al slipped the handlink in a pocket and removed an unwrapped cigar from another pocket, speaking all the while. "When he first leaped in he was in shock and wouldn’t say anything. Then he sat up in that yoga pretzel-sit thing and started in on his mantra," Al rolled his eyes. "Beeks had a tough time breaking through that," he let out a short laugh recalling the incident. "He thought he was in another astral plane." His voice was heavy with sarcasm as he popped the cigar in his mouth and spoke around it. "That’s why it took so long to get here. He had to examine his karma or some such thing."
    Dressed, Sam gathered up his karate gi and headed out the back door, stopping to initial the sheet on the wall noting the private lesson he was to teach. He didn’t want Al getting distracted again by the action in the dojo, so he quickly skimmed the note and moved on. Sam shook his head. Chuck Norris. No wonder he looked familiar. And again was momentarily vexed at this selective memory. "Where’s my house?" he asked Al, standing in the alleyway behind the building.
    "It’s within walking distance." Al regarded the handlink. "About two blocks that way," and pointed. 
    Sam walked up the alley, noting how empty it was. It was early evening, and he expected more foot traffic.  When he got to the end of the cross street, Al indicated a left then a sudden flash of insight made him pull  out Ziggy’s handlink and rapidly punch the buttons. "You know," Al said happily, "we haven’t put in the Chuck Norris information yet. Maybe that’s significant."
    Sam rolled his eyes and patiently walked along the sidewalk, listening to his friend as he studied the handlink. The sound of music spilled through an open window above one of the stores. 
    "Why do birds suddenly appear
    Every time you are near?"
    "I know that song!" Sam said brightly.
    Al glanced at him. "Too bad," he shot in response. 
    "Just like me, they long to be close to you!"
    Sam started humming and singing softly. Al grunted. "Sam," he said patiently, "You don’t exactly look like the Karen Carpenter type, here," noting a surprised look from a rare passing pedestrian, and pointing at  Sam’s reflection in a store window. 
    Looking at his fu-manchu and pony tailed reflection, a perplexed Sam said, "So, what type do I look like?" 
    "Well, let’s see here..." Al sighed and tapped the link keys, "1970 brought us the Jackson 5, Sly, Neil Diamond, here ya go! You look like the George Harrison or maybe even the Led Zeppelin type. Now let me finish here...." Al got back to his inquiries to Ziggy as Sam tried to recall anything by the mentioned artists.
    Coming up empty in his musical memories, Sam instead took the time to examine the neighborhood a little more closely. It seemed to be fairly quiet, as a few cars cruised slowly by and the small stores looked empty. The business area gave way to a residential district made up of small bungalows typical of southern California. Across the street he saw a tall church spire topped with a cross rising elegantly between the rooftops. The front of the church, which was set back from the sidewalk, came into view as Sam passed on the sidewalk. A small, engraved wooden sign stated "St. Michael’s" was sprouting from the well-manicured lawn. It seemed so peaceful, and so out of place for the self-centered ‘me’ decade of the 70’s that Sam could recall.
    "Wow! It looks like Chuck’s studio there does quite the Hollywood business! Steve McQueen works out there! Oh, I’ve got to see him," Al voice was animated with excitement. "That must be how Chuck gets into the movies."
    Al continued to rattle on as Sam’s attention was drawn to a lone figure standing on the steps to the church.  Distracted, Sam said, "I doubt I’m here for Chuck Norris or Steve McQueen, Al." He studied the figure on the steps, not really hearing his friend’s response. 
    Then it hit him. The figure was the boy from the dojo, the one who left out the back door. It was starting to get dark, and the boy was just standing there, staring up at the cross on the spire, gripping the handrail flanking the steps. "I think he’s why I’m here," he said softly, stopping Al’s tirade.

PART TWO

    "Who?" Al followed Sam’s gaze. “Him?" 
    "Yeah. Him," and Sam started across the street, knowing his gut feeling was right. "I saw him at the dojo."
    "What’s his name so I can check him out?"
    Sam glanced over to his holographic companion and grinned slightly, ducking his head as he spoke. "Don’t know yet. Let’s find out." 
    The boy looked to be about eleven years old with a smooth, round face and bulky body. His fair hair was straight and thin, just touching his collar in the long haired style of the times. When Sam crossed the street to the sidewalk at the base of the stairs he saw that the boy’s grip was so tight on the rail that his knuckles were white. He had a far away look in his face and not aware of anything but the cross he stared at. The boy jumped as Sam spoke.
    "Hey," Sam greeted, stopping at the base of the stairs. The boy hadn’t heard him walk up.
    His head jerked around, surprised, and then a look of confusion crossed his face. "Sensai," he said, "Uh, hi." He dropped his hand from the railing and stood awkwardly. The boy obviously wasn’t too comfortable with Sam’s arrival. 
    Trying to get the boy to relax, Sam said casually, "This is your church? I mean, you go to this church?"
    Looking back at the spire as if to confirm his location, he replied quietly, "Yeah."
    Getting anything from this kid would be tough. "You looking for someone? It’s not Sunday," Sam had taken a guess and gave Al a sideways glance. The hologram nodded an affirmation.
    His feet were suddenly very important as his eyes fell downward. The boy nervously began to twist his fingers together. "I, uh, have rehearsal," he stated quietly. 
    Rehearsal? "Maybe he’s in the choir," Al guessed brightly.
    "Choir practice?" Sam asked.
    Very uncomfortable, the boy glanced up nervously at Sam before studying his feet again. "Uh, no." His voice dropped. "I’m an altar boy."
    "Oh, I see," Sam said, smiling, as Al punched away on the handlink.
    Just then the front doors of the church opened and another boy, a little older, stuck his head out. "Hey Benji! I’m not doin’ all the work! Get in here!"
    "OK!" Ben responded with a relieved glance at Sam. "Uh, gotta go," and he trotted up the steps and disappeared in the church.
    Al meanwhile was tapping up a storm, and reading Ziggy’s response. "Let’s see, there’s a Benjamin Steussy listed as one of the altar boys from 1969 to 1972. Must be him. Let’s see..." Ziggy continued to beep and blink and relay information. "When he’s thirteen, that’s three years from now, he gets detained for missing..." Al frowned and whacked the link.
    "Missing what? School?" Sam questioned, tilting his head and continuing to stare at the closed church doors.
    "Not missing...misdemeanor. Detained for misdemeanor cruelty to animals and, oh, here it is, truancy." Al snorted. "I know what that’s like."
    Sam looked at his friend with a confused expression, and finally turned from the steps. "You tortured animals, too? That doesn’t seem..."
    "No!" Al snapped, "Of course not!" He shook his head. "You should know me better than that, even with that Swiss-cheesed brain of yours."
    Sam ducked his head. "Sorry, Al. I should know."
    "I was talkin’ about the truancy part. The only thing that lured me back to class was Becky Sullivan, the little minx," Al’s one eyebrow raised above his twinkling eyes as the lurid memory crossed his mind. "I recall doing detention together with her once. I sure didn’t consider detention punishment after that!"
    Sam rolled his eyes in exasperation. "Stop that! Your deranged memories have nothing to do with Ben back there. Help me out here, Al!"
    Al shook the memory out of his head, and continued to read. "You probably never missed a day of school.  Perfect attendance, I wager," the hologram muttered as the information scrolled by on his screen. "Let’s see... things get worse from there, theft and finally armed robbery when he’s, wow! Sixteen! Turns into a real bad boy, Sam. Doesn’t say why, though. His dad dies of a heart attack in about a year, and his mom sort of retreats after that. Bennie is an only child."
    "She retreats?"
    "Yeah. Rarely leaves the house. Goes to church everyday, though. She’s still severely depressed to this day. Little Ben is currently serving life in prison for killing a security guard during a bank robbery. Some altar boy." 
    Rolling the information over in his head Sam was convinced Ben was the reason he was here. What happened to him? He didn’t seem so bad now. Sam played a hunch. "Does Ziggy say if Ben quits karate anytime soon? He takes classes at Chuck’s place."
    "Hmmm," Al typed in the question, and squinted at the response. "Ziggy says he stops going shortly after his dad dies, according to his juvenile court record. He tried to use ‘attending karate class’ as an alibi to a burglary, it didn’t check out." 
    Sam had quietly entered the church. There was a reception area, then a set of double doors to the chapel. He peeked inside and saw Ben and the other boy standing together in the aisle. Ben was adjusting his gown, and an older man with a priest’s collar was speaking to them. The other boy nodded his head, and walked up the aisle. The priest put his hand on Ben’s shoulder, and smiled down at him as he spoke. Ben seemed tense, and fidgeted with the hem of his robe. The priest raised his hand to Ben’s chin, and made the boy look him in the eye. Ben looked at him for a few seconds, then nodded, and the priest turned and walked up the aisle towards Sam. Ben stood there for a minute, looking down at the floor as the other boy set up candles on the altar. Sam saw Ben steal a glance at the priest’s back, but was unable to read the expression.  Sadness? Fear?
    The priest turned just before the doors and moved out of Sam’s sight, and Ben joined the other boy at the altar. Sam retreated to the steps out side at Al’s suggestion.
    "I told you that Beeks isn’t getting very far with this Jeff guy. Ziggy could pull everything she can find on this Ben kid and forward it to Beeks if you want. Maybe there’s something there..." The hologram stood patiently as his friend paced at the top of the steps.
    "Yeah, do that. Meanwhile, I’ll try to talk to him a little more."
    "Will do." Al punched some buttons and the Imaging Room door slid open. "See ya in a bit, buddy," he said as he stepped back into his time.
    Sam settled down on the steps after his friend left, feeling a little abandoned. ‘Someday,’ he thought, looking the direction Al disappeared from. ‘I’ll be there with you.’ He tried to change his train of thought as a feeling of guilt trickled into his mind, then laughed shortly. Feeling guilty in front of a church. How appropriate.
    It wasn’t even a half an hour before the sound of a slamming door caught his attention. He turned his head to see the other altar boy trotting out and past Sam without a second look. Sam turned to the door, expecting to see Ben follow behind, but it was several minutes before the boy emerged. He had a downcast demeanor, and fiddled with the zipper to his windbreaker as he walked, almost running into Sam. The looks of surprise and embarrassment quickly passed over his face before his spoke.
    "Wh .. what are you still doing here?" he stammered.
    "Well, I was just enjoying the evening here waiting for you," Sam said pleasantly.
    "I thought I’d see if you wanted to come to lesson at the studio to, you know, sharpen your skills a bit."
    Ben started fidgeting even more with his jacket. "Uh, well, I..."
    "What level are you now?" Sam said, recalling the class in his head. Ben had lined up near the front of the group, which meant that he was a little more advanced. "Yellow belt?"
    "Yeah," Ben replied quietly.
    "So, you want to advance, right? Another class will help you along." Noting the boy’s nervousness, Sam kept his distance and kept talking. "Come on, I have a small lesson tomorrow at 6:15. Why don’t you join us?"
    "OK," the boy finally agreed, seeing Sam wasn’t going to leave until he answered.
    "Great! I’ll see you there. 6:15 tomorrow. Need me to get you?"
    "No."
    Sam backed away, smiling. "OK, then. See you tomorrow!"
    Ben waved a small wave, then darted down the steps. Sam decided to see where the boy lived, and followed him from a distance. It was just getting dark, so it wasn’t difficult to keep an eye on him. Sam discovered that he lived only a couple blocks away from the church in an older home complete with a picket fence and tidy lawn. The lights were on inside, making it look safe and homey. Ben clomped up the wooden steps, and shortly after the screen door banged shut. Sam sighed when he thought about the boy’s bleak future, and turned to try and find Jeff Walker’s street.

    Sam awoke stiff and sore the next morning. He rolled off the lumpy futon mattress, which was directly on the floor, to his knees and stretched the kinks out of his back. He had wandered the street the previous night looking for the address on his driver’s license, only to realize that the address was miles away in an adjoining city. When Sam couldn’t find the first address, he remembered that Al said Jeff had come back from Katmandu recently, and searched the wallet again. Jeff’s new address, he’d finally discovered, was on little white card stashed away in one of the pockets. 
    The address was to a cramped studio that only had the mattress, a low box for a table, a lava lamp, and a hot plate. His clothes were piled on the floor of the closet, since Jeff was also lacking hangers. Jeff Walker apparently had few material possessions, and had recently lived out of the well used backpack leaning in the corner. 
    "Finding himself," Sam said out loud with a laugh. He remembered the term, and the confusion it brought to his father. His father! Shocked, he ran the entire conversation through his head, like it was yesterday.
    "What does ‘finding yourself’ mean?" he’d asked while sharpening an ax blade in the barn. "Living up to your responsibilities is what defines you as a person."
    "Well, Dad, maybe just being responsible isn’t enough for some people," Sam had countered while pitching straw into the milking stall. "Maybe they’re looking for happiness. You know, what makes them happy." 
    Sam could still hear his father’s chuckle in response. "Happiness is earned, just like everything else. It isn’t ‘found.’" He was quiet for a moment, "In fact, the only thing I can think of that isn’t earned in this life is faith. Faith is something that is just... well, it’s just there or it’s not." He held the blade up and tested it with his thumb. "And I couldn’t imagine going through life without faith."
    Sam ran that thought through his head as he stood. Faith. Is that what this leap was all about? Or was that just a stray thought? He’d come to realize that his instincts and thoughts during a leap were usually right on target and shouldn’t be ignored. He put the thought aside and scrounged the mini refrigerator for food. Not much there; soy milk, bean sprouts and tofu didn't fit his idea of breakfast. He rounded up the only two eggs and scrambled them in a small frying pan on the hot plate. There were a two slices of whole wheat bread to top off the meal. Sam was washing the pan in the bathroom sink when Al joined him. The hologram’s laughing tipped off his arrival.
    "A lava lamp! That’s great! Wow, that might even be worth some money now."
    He was typing away on the handlink when Sam stepped into the living area. "Eh, only worth about $150.  But that’s not bad since he probably got it for about five bucks." He shrugged his shoulders, and popped an unlit cigar in his mouth.
    "Are you through shopping?" Sam asked with exaggerated patience.
    "Well," the hologram mumbled around the cigar. "Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed... er, floor. Jeeze, I haven’t seen one of those since Vietnam!" Al pointed at the lumpy futon. 
    "Very funny," Sam replied, rubbing his back. "What have you found out about Ben?"
    Al visibly settled down and became serious. As he spoke the held the unlit cigar between the fingers of one hand, and kept the other in his pants pocket as he rocked on his heels. "That kid is a mess. Kid. What am I saying? He’s an adult now, I mean, or will be..."
    "I know what you mean. What’s wrong with him?"
    "Well, Beeks went through the court records and the required psyc testing he had as a result of his many arrests. She says all indications are of a traumatic childhood event, one he never really came forth with."
    "You mean other than his father dying?"
    "Yeah. He starts showing symptoms of bi-polar syndrome later this year, but no one knows what that is in this time. They just consider him difficult and high-strung. It really shows at school, according to the teacher’s reports. Low grades ‘n stuff. But he doesn’t test as bi-polar now, so something else was going on to disturb him. Something outside his control; there’s no physical reason for him being the way he is... I mean becomes... you know what I mean."
    Sam looked thoughtful. "So, there’s something I should be looking for."
    Al nodded. "After getting Beeks input, Ziggy now puts it at 89.34% that you are here for Ben, and 57.75% that you’re here to stop an event."
    "Why so low for the event?" 
    Al sighed and rolled the cigar in his fingers. "Well, Zig couldn’t figure out what kind of event to look for. There isn’t any physical evidence or record of any kind of event of any magnitude. Everyone checks out clean. Well, except for little Ben. Ziggy blames us for not giving her enough input and is threatening to shut herself down until there’s more ‘cooperation’."
    Sam looked amazingly at his friend, unable to believe what he just heard. "What was I thinking with that ego program?" he commented. "I should have gone less Streisand and more Mother Theresa."
    "It’s a good thing she can’t hear you," Al said in a sly tone. "Then we’ll never get anything out of her."
    Sam snorted and pulled on some jeans, noting the time. "I have until about six tonight to find something out before I see Ben today. What day is it? Friday?"
    Al was antsy and distracted as Sam dressed. When Sam didn’t get a response, he waved his arms in front of the hologram to get his attention. "Huh?" Al said, focusing on his friend. "What?" Sam’s exasperated expression answered his query. "OK, so I’m not entirely here." A lecherous grin erupted on his face "I have a lunch rendezvous with Beth, and I don’t wanna be late, if you catch my drift."
    Sam let out a sigh, and just waved his friend off. He would be worthless at this point anyway. "Gee, I hate to make you work, but could you get the location of Ben’s school before you go?"
    Al happily complied, albeit rather hurriedly, and stepped through the Imaging Chamber door for his date. Sam shook his head, slipped on some sandals, and walked out into a beautiful May day. The air was crisp, and a bit damp from the night, which made walking pleasurable. Jeff Walker, it seemed, only had his feet to get around. Considering how close all the conveniences were, it wasn’t really a problem and turned out to be rather calming to Sam.
    He heard the school before he saw it. Following the sound of children playing he found the school was directly across from a public park. He took a seat in view of the playground, and studied the chain link enclosed school. No sooner had he taken his position the bell rang and the little kids on the playground dashed off to the buildings as the older kids took the field. ‘Fifth graders, probably,’ Sam thought, mentally calculating the number of them to be below a hundred somewhere.
    Scanning the crowd, he realized that the chances of him seeing Ben were pretty slim. Just when he was about to give up he saw a lone student edging his way along a building to the grass, aiming for a lone tree. It was Ben.
    Ben obviously wasn’t fond of recess, and it soon became apparent why. He was trying to avoid the main crowd on the blacktop, but Sam saw two boys point at him. They started tossing a big, red ball back and forth, pulling three more boys into their circle as they moved in Ben’s direction. When they were fairly close, one boy wound up and heaved the ball as hard as he could at Ben’s back and he went down. Sam winced in sympathy, fighting to keep himself on the bench in the face of such cruelty.
    The boys laughed loudly and surrounded Ben. Sam couldn’t hear what they were saying, but the contempt for Ben was obvious. Bet got up, only to get pushed down again. The band was relentless in the few minutes they had before the sound of the bell sent them trotting back to class. Ben got up slowly, brushed himself off, and was the last off the playground as the yard duty yelled at him to hurry up. 
    When the playground was quiet, Sam stood up to go, very happy that he’d asked Ben to come to class tonight and hoped he’d show up.

PART THREE

    The rest of the day went rather slowly, and Sam kept busy by investigating the man he’d leaped into. He knew he was here for Ben, but there had to be a reason why Jeff Walker was the man that had been selected as Sam’s target. He went back to the apartment via a small store, where he bought a little food. Playing Jeff’s part, he got only fruits and vegetables, and was now snacking on a red apple as he perused the book collection in Jeff’s closet. There wasn’t a huge range of reading; it all had to do with Buddhism or methods of relaxation. A more careful check of the room revealed what must have been the man’s feeble version of a Buddhist altar; a must to every Buddhist. There was no figurine of Buddha, probably because Jeff couldn’t afford one, but an incense holder and offering dish were on the floor in front of a crude, yet colorful, sketch of Buddha tacked on the wall. There was a small chunk of a Hershey bar in the offering dish. Jeff’s Buddha had a sense of humor.
    Jeff Walker was very serious about his chosen religion. Sam found a diary in the old backpack where he had carefully written down his thoughts and revelations from his trip to Katmandu, a Buddhist Mecca. This man had an inner peace rare for one so young, and Sam came to respect him for that. Beeks and Al wouldn’t be able to shake this man’s resolve. But how was that supposed to help Ben? Was there something here to help Sam understand what was going on? 
    Sam tried a couple of the relaxation exercises described in the diary. Sitting cross-legged on the floor, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He felt his body relax and his mind focus. It was like being in a trance. Suddenly, there was a clear vision in his mind’s eye; the images of Ben and the priest, Ben on the playground and Ben standing on the church steps played by in excruciating detail as Al’s voice clearly whispered to him:  "She says all indications are of a traumatic childhood event, one he never really came forth with."
    Then he heard his father’s voice:  "In fact, the only thing I can think of that isn’t earned in this life is faith."
    "Sam? SAM!" Al’s voice snapped him back to reality with such force that he fell backwards against the wall, bonking his head and scattering the books piled next to him. "Where have you been? I’ve been trying to get your attention for about ten minutes!" Al expression was a cross of relief and exasperation, and he waved the blinking handlink in front of Sam’s eyes to draw his line of sight.
    Sam stared up at his friend, unblinking, as a realization dawned on him. How had they all missed it? "Ben is being molested by someone," he said stated clearly, taking all the details from his thoughts and adding them up. "All the signs are there! A loner type kid, unresponsive parents, difficulty in school, and disturbing behavior soon. He’s a classic victim."
    Al, completely taken aback, looked like a fish out of water as his mouth opened and shut wordlessly. "Ah, well, what?"
    "Ask Ziggy what the probability is for me being here to stop Ben being molested."
    It took a few seconds for the answer. "That may be it; but Ziggy says it’s only 62.5% that you are here to stop an abuse of some sort."
    Sam reflected for a minute as he ran his father’s voice through his head again. Then he asked in a softer tone. "Ask if I’m here to renew Ben’s faith in his Church."
    The hand link squealed immediately after input. "Bingo, Sam! Ziggy says it’s 99.62% you’re here to do both." There was a quiet hesitation. "How are you gonna do that?" The Observer was genuinely perplexed by the notion. "It’s gonna be hard enough to figure out who’s abusing him. He’s obviously not the chatty type."
    Sam’s eyes glittered as he smiled broadly and stood, facing his friend. "That’s what you’re here for, Al!"
    Al squinted in suspicion. "OK…" he said carefully, looking down at the hand link, ready to type.
    "You need to run all the adults in his life. His teachers, his parents, his karate instructors," Al’s head snapped up on that one. "And his priest, and the older altar boys."
    "So, Ziggy’s looking for criminal history?"
    "Not necessarily. It may be subtler than that. Transfers, doctor’s reports, all that." Sam walked to the window and looked outside at the clouds. "My gut feeling tell me the spiritual part of this and the abuse part are connected somehow. The way the priest looked at him… I’m not sure. I’d start there."
    Al was typing and fidgeting, obviously uncomfortable with the direction this was going. His faith had been tested many times during Sam’s leaps, at times even renewed, and the thought of this happening at a church was very disturbing. But he knew what it was like to lose faith, and didn’t want it to happen to Ben, so he took the information and called for the Imaging Room door.
    "I’ll get on this pronto, Sam." He stepped through, a man on a mission. "See ya soon."
    "OK," Sam responded, turning to gather his things for the evening karate class.

    It was after 4:00 when he got to the dojo. A man sitting in a cramped office by the main entrance grunted at Sam’s greeting. Paperwork was piled high around him, but Sam recognized him as one of the men from the previous evening’s workout. The fact that there wasn’t a computer on the desk seemed funny to Sam, and he shook his head to bring himself back to 1970. 
    He dumped his bag in the back room and dressed in his gi. 
    "Hey! Jeff!" he heard from the front office. 
    "Yeah?" Sam responded, tying his belt as he stepped onto the dojo mats.
    "Danny will be late, so can you cover his 5:00 class tonight?"
    "Uh, sure!" Sam answered, happy to keep busy. He took his time to warm up and his class started arriving a little before the hour. It was a mixed group, older kids and young adults, all intermediates. Sam led them through warm ups, evaluated their individual levels, and paired them off for what he called ‘shadow sparring’, no touching allowed. 
    Sam was thoroughly enjoying himself. As he met with each pair to correct their moves, the number of questions they asked about Buddhism amazed him. He was very glad he had looked over the books in Jeff’s apartment, and for his photographic memory as well as Al’s comment about people looking for ways to make sense of the past decade. It all tied together, and Sam wondered if any of this information would help him with Ben.
    The hour went by very quickly, and the group was reluctant to disband. They enjoyed their time with Sam, and had learned a lot. The final student pushed the door open to leave, and let in Sam’s 6:15 lesson. Sam felt his jaw drop. 
    "Sensai Jeff? You’re teaching me, right?"
    Sam was unable to answer right away, and felt his hands grow clammy. This woman had on the tightest T-shirt he had ever seen with nothing under it, topping off the shortest shorts he had ever seen. And the tone of her voice and her smile made it clear that she wouldn’t mind more than karate lesson. He groaned internally, trying to figure out how to teach her without touching her. He didn’t need that kind of entanglement right now!
    Of course, that’s when he heard the sound of the Imaging Room door. 
    "I’m Layla," the woman purred as she brushed very closely by Sam on her way to the dressing rooms. 
    "Of course you are!" Sam heard Al cheerily reply, a sound of glee in his voice.
    "I’ll be dressing in the back," she said, looking up through her eyelashes as she oozed by, slipping into the back.
    "Oh, Sam! This looks like fun!" Al bounced on his toes as he tried to sidle over to the back rooms.
    "Oh, no you don’t!" Sam hissed. "Come back here! I need that information now!" He pointed to the floor in front of him, indicating where Al should stand. "Al!"
    Obviously torn, Al hesitated, glanced back at Sam, and finally came over to his friend, disappointed. 
    "You’re about as fun as Sister Bertha at the orphanage," Al grumbled, taking the indicated position. He sighed. "What a waste…"
    "And besides, you’re married!" Sam snapped.
    "Hey, just because I’m married doesn’t mean I’m blind!" Al replied, resigned, pulling out the handlink. 
    "Do you have anything?"
    "Yes, I do. Ziggy says that all Ben’s teachers are females that stay at that school for 15 more years. Nothing there. The karate teachers here also stay around for several more years with no complaints filed against them. His family, well you know about them. Sort of a religious zealot for a mom, dad dies next year. Beeks says dad’s a possibility. And, oh," Al read the screen while giving the back hall way furtive glances. "The priest at the Church, Father Simon, is replaced in about two years."
    "Why? Why was he replaced?"
    Al sighed. "Doesn’t say exactly. There’s a small article in the local paper about it, welcoming the new priest, but it only says Father Simon was going to study overseas. Ziggy’s trying to wade her way through the Vatican system now, but the filing’s pretty bad. Not a lot of this kind of information was put into a computer base. She did find that he died about 15 years ago in Italy. Zig’s trying to interface with the Italian systems now for a death certificate, but it doesn’t look too …. YOWZA!"
    Al’s exclamation made Sam’s head snap up as Layla stepped into the dojo. The shirt she had worn was replaced by the required dojo T-shirt, but obviously it was a size or two too small. The gi was belted with a yellow belt, an advanced beginner level. Sam never knew that cleavage could be visible in gi, but Layla had managed to display hers nicely. Sam felt himself flush with embarrassment, and Al bounced like a kid in a candy store. Before she got too close Sam ordered her to warm up. She pouted and obeyed.
    Al drooled. "Oh, I’d love to help her stretch out! You lucky dog! Teaching her grabs and releases and ohhh, I wish I wasn’t a hologram!"
    "Go away," Sam muttered to Al.
    "What? Sam! Why can’t I…"
    "GO AWAY."
    It was Al’s turn to pout as he grudgingly did as he was told. "You’re no fun at all."
    "Get me more on Father Simon. Now."
    With a backward glance aimed appreciatively at Layla, Al stepped through the Imaging Room door. "This is  a waste of a perfect situation!" And the door slipped shut.
    "You weren’t talking to me were ya?" Layla breathed, fluttering her lashes as she stretched.
    Sam shook his head, speechless, and spent the next hour watching the door for Ben as he avoided Layla’s grasp. He fished an idea from his memory called ‘wax on, wax off’, not recalling where it came from. He showed her the arm movements for deflecting punches, which were like the putting on and taking off of wax from a car. As if she’d know what that was, he thought. He also had her do push ups, sit ups and kicks at the body bag. By the end of the hour Layla was tired, sweaty and pouty. Her coifed hair hung in her face as she panted, whining about her sore muscles.
    There was no sign of Ben in the hour. As Layla walked to the exit, Chuck passed her as he entered and they exchanged greetings. Chuck had a grin on his face as the exit door swung shut. "Layla asked for you to teach her, you know," he chuckled. "I don’t think she expected the work out you gave her!"
    Sam blushed. "She had a lot of, uh, energy…" he stammered, making Chuck laugh louder.
    "Straight as a Texas Ranger, just like she said!" he laughed.
    Sam forced out a short laugh, embarrassed, then changed the subject. He asked if he could leave to find Ben.
    "Sure," Chuck shrugged. "You covered for Danny, so he can cover for you tonight. No problem." Then he looked thoughtful. "I remember when Ben signed up," he said. "His mom wasn’t too happy about it. She thought it went against Jesus’ teaching of peace. His dad finally talked her into letting him enroll. I wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t let him come tonight."
    Sam thanked him for the information, and changed his clothes, leaving by the back door. He felt pushed by a sense of urgency that he couldn’t pinpoint, and jogged down the alley. He had just turned down the street in the direction of Ben’s house when the sound of the Imaging Room door opening was simultaneous with Al’s shout.
    "Sam! You’ve changed history somehow!" Sam started to slow down and face him, but Al shoo’d him away with his hands. "Go to the church! Ziggy says someone sets it on fire tonight, probably right now! Go, Sam!"
    He didn’t need any encouragement and darted down the street, the hologram centering on him at each turn.  Sam smelled the smoke just as the church came in sight. It looked all right from the front.
    "Go around the back! The arson report says it starts in a trash can in the back!"
    As Sam rounded the corner to the back he crossed from late afternoon daylight into a shadowy alley. It took a few seconds for his eyes to adjust. The smoke smell was strong and a flame suddenly erupted upward from a silver trash can, licking the back of the church and fully capturing Sam’s attention. The paint on a wooden back door blistered as Sam sprinted to it, the wood underneath charring before his eyes. He snatched the lid from the ground and clamped it on the can, singing the hairs on his arms and face. The metal handle burned his hand as he dragged the container away from the building, letting go just as his hand started to blister.
    "That was close! Half the building went up originally!" The hologram’s head snapped around to the side. "Sam! Some one just went down that side of the building!"
    His hand throbbing, Sam dashed around the corner, tackling the small shadow before it escaped to the street. He managed to put the figure into a control hold just as he heard voices and the sound of rushing footsteps in the front of the church. The church had been occupied!
    "Seven o’clock mass is going on," Al noted. "Looks like everyone is OK, though. History is still changing as we speak, Sam. Can’t tell you what happens to your friend there." Al pointed to the gasping figure Sam sat upon. 
    It was Ben. Sam wasn’t surprised, and quickly stood, dragging the boy to his feet. "Come on," he said, pulling the boy to the front of the church. They managed to blend into the coughing crowd, and Sam maneuvered Ben around the edge of the group and down the sidewalk. They were several houses from the scene when they heard fire engines in the distance. Sam kept a grip on Ben’s shirt as he pulled him along.  His other hand throbbed painfully, a scattering of blisters marking his palm. Neither one of them said a word until they were at his apartment.
    "Oh, that looks painful." The Observer was the master of understatement.
    "So," Sam started, running his hand in cold water while Ben caught his breath and stared at the lava lamp. "Are you going to tell me what happened?"
    "Careful, Sam," Al said. "He’s obviously disturbed."
    Ben was standing sideways to Sam, giving Sam the opportunity to observe the parade of emotions march across the boy’s face. He finally got in control, and muttered those words so typical of an eleven-year-old. "I don’t know." The bubbling lava then released him from its hypnotic grip, and Ben’s head dropped to study his shoes. "What’s gonna happen now?" He asked quietly.
    "Well," Sam replied, his mind racing. "It depends on you."
    Ben gave him a sideways glance, a surprised look flashing across his face. He quickly replaced the expression with a well practiced, bland face. It was clear he hadn’t expected that statement.
    Carefully patting his throbbing hand dry, Sam tried to keep the conversation going. "Can you at least tell me why you did that? The fire, I mean?"
    "Yeah!" Al added, looking at the boy.
    "I don’t know." No surprise there.
    Sam clenched his teeth in frustration. He hunted around for a bandage of some sort, but the best he came up with was an elastic Ace bandage. Laying a couple of tissues on the blisters, he started to wrap the hand.  "Can you help me here?" He asked the boy.
    Ben came over and held the tissues and bandage end in place while Sam wrapped. "You know," Sam said casually, "My dad used to say that ‘I don’t know’ was not an acceptable answer because it makes your brain stop thinking."
    "Really?" Al said, surprised. "I thought that was Dr. Laura!"
    Sam bit his lip to stop his comment to Al. Calmly, he said, "You had a reason to do what you did. And I could have you explain it to the police, but I want you to tell me first."
    Ben’s head shot up at the sound of the word ‘police’, his eyes wide. "Are you gonna tell the police?"
    "Yeah, Sam, are you?" Al asked. He had no idea what was going through his friend’s head.
    Sam’s mind was going furiously. He was treading on very thin ice. Ben could clam up completely, or this could be a turning point. Any input from Beeks would be nice right now, he thought. Sam regarded the boy, and their eyes met for several seconds. "I don’t know yet," he responded. "You were lucky no one was hurt. I can’t make any promises about the police. Since you can’t tell me what you were thinking, tell me how you felt."
    "Oh, that’s good, Sam," said, inputting the question for Beeks to review. "Good approach."
    Ben dropped his eyes again, and Sam saw him flush. "I was mad," he said.
    "At who? The church?"
    This flustered the boy, and he became very animated, pacing back and forth. "Yes. No. I don’t know!" 
    Sam carefully kept his expression neutral as he rested the wrapped hand on the counter and watched him. ‘This kid is really confused,’ he thought.
    "So, you were mad."
    "Yes."
    "What were you doing in the alley?"
    Ben stopped pacing. "I was going to mass," he replied quietly, again looking at his toes. "Well, actually, I was at mass, and went to the bathroom."
    "In the alley?"
    "No. Inside. I sorta sneaked outside when I was done."
    "Did you forget about working out at the dojo?" Sam asked gently.
    "No." Ben started to twist his fingers. "Mom wouldn’t let me go because of mass."
    "Was she at mass?"
    "Yes."
    "Whoa, Sam, do you think he was trying to hurt her with the fire?" Al’s fingers flew across the handlink.
    Sam’s mind was racing again. "Ben, did you want to come to the dojo instead? Is that why you were mad?"
    "Yes."
    Ben’s looked longingly at the door and his finger twisting became painful looking. Sam was on a touchy subject.
    "Mr. Norris told me your mom didn’t want you to take karate. She said it went against your religious training?"
    A look of anger took over Ben’s face. "She said it was against God’s will. She said God wouldn’t like it.  Dad finally had her ask Father Simon if it was all right, and he said God’s children should take care of their bodies and exercise, so it was all right. If it weren’t for Father Simon, I wouldn’t be able to go at all. And I want to go! I like it! But mom says that God is still first."
    Sam quietly listened to the rush of words. Ben continued to squirm, the words spilling from his mouth.
    "She is so happy that I’m an altar boy. I’m already at the church a thousand times a week for that and mass!  I hate it!" The last words were spit out with such anger that Sam was sure he was getting somewhere. He heard the handlink squeal.
    "Beeks says to be careful, Sam. If you push too hard, he won’t talk anymore."
    "Well, Ben," Sam said slowly, "She’s right about God being first."
    The boy glanced at him, a look of disgust on his face. "What do you know about God? My mom says you don’t believe in God."
    Surprised, Sam replied. "What? Why would she say that?"
    Ben swept his arm around the room. "You aren’t Catholic, are you? What’s all this stuff?" He pointed to the altar area.
    "I’m a Buddhist," Sam stammered, trying to sound convincing. 
    Ben frowned. "So you believe in more than one God? Where do you sacrifice the goats?"
    "Goats?" Sam replied, totally befuddled. "I don’t sacrifice goats! Did your mom say that?"
    Ben looked sheepish. "No. She said you were a heathen. I thought that what heathens did!"
    Sam smiled, and fought back a laugh, not wanting to embarrass the boy. Al, on the other hand, laughed loudly, which made it difficult to type on the handlink. Sam glared at him, and Al got under control, wiping his eyes with his sleeve.
    "OK, we’re getting off track here," Sam said, collecting his thoughts. "Let me just say that there’s more than one way to worship God. The same God, by the way. But tell me, do you like being an altar boy?" 
    Ben started squirming and twisting his fingers to the point that Sam thought he would rip them out of their sockets. "Sometimes," he answered evasively, glancing at the door. 
    "Sam, you gotta hurry it up. They’re looking for Ben at the church. His mom is goin’ nuts." Al whacked the squealing link a few times.
    Sam sighed. "OK. I won’t say anything to the police for now."
    Ben looked relieved. Sam indicated the door. "Come on, I’ve got to get you back."
    "Sam, I’m gonna run all this by Beeks. I’ll be right back." 
    Sam nodded as he opened the apartment door. He heard the Imaging Room door open and close as he stepped outside, and held the apartment door open for Ben. Ben stepped through, and Sam automatically put his hand on the boy’s shoulder as he walked by.
    The reaction to the touch was instantaneous. Ben shrank away from Sam’s hand, and sidestepped out of Sam’s reach. His head was bowed as he stared at the ground, and Sam saw him turn red and visibly stiffen.
    "What’s wrong, Ben?" Sam asked gently. He didn’t attempt to approach the boy and tried to look as non-threatening as possible.
    "I…I…" he stammered quietly.   "You just surprised me, that’s all." He started to walk off, but Sam stepped in front of him and knelt down so their eyes were level.
    "Ben. Does someone touch you in a way you don’t like?" Sam tried to catch his eye, but the boy looked everywhere but at Sam
    "I," he started, then a short silence. "I don’t know what you’re talking about." He looked like he was about to bolt, so Sam tried a different approach.
    "Ben, is an adult making you keep a secret?" He asked gently, resisting the urge to reach out and hold the boy’s shoulders.
    Ben looked at him sharply, eyes wide. Sam could see him thinking about the question, and how he should answer. Something was weighing heavily on this boy, and Sam was afraid he knew what it was. Finally, Ben said carefully, "I can’t tell you." He looked right at Sam as if he was hoping Sam could read his mind.
    "Is your secret with Father Simon?"
    Ben’s mouth opened and shut as he searched for an answer, and he nervously shifted his feet. Then he started to cry. "I can’t tell you," he sobbed quietly.
    Sam fought the overwhelming urge to hug the boy, and tried to keep the anger he felt from tinting his words. "Did Father Simon say you couldn’t tell?"
    "No," the boy cried, "My mom said I couldn’t."
    Shocked by the response, Sam simply stood and led the way back to the church, the sniffling boy following a step behind. Sam started getting the feeling that this was going to be more difficult than he imagined, especially if what he was thinking was true. 

PART FOUR

    Sam’s mind was whirling as they walked back to the church. What was going on here? What secret was Ben keeping? There was something uncomfortable for the boy going on somewhere, and Sam’s suspicions about the Priest felt even stronger. He also suspected the mother knew. And if she did, how could she not take this to the police?
    There were a couple of small groups of onlookers gathered on the lawn, and Sam could still smell smoke.  There was only one fire engine left behind the church. Children gathered around, excitedly pointing out the action to each other. As Sam and the boy approached on the sidewalk, an elderly woman waved at Ben.
    "Benjamin!" she called on a shaky voice. "Your mother’s worried sick about you! She’s inside with Father Simon, praying for your safety. I’ll tell the nice fireman that you’re back." She waddled across the lawn to the back of the church as Sam dropped back to let Ben go up the steps first. The odd looks from the church members didn’t get by Sam; he knew the way Jeff Walker looked was quite an oddity to this crowd and tried to be low key. Right now his biggest concern was keeping his cool around Father Simon when what he really wanted to do was haul him off to a corner and brow beat the man for information.
    When they entered the church Sam saw the Priest standing next to a woman sitting in the front pew. Ben and Sam’s footfalls caused the Priest to look up, smile, and lean over to speak to the woman. She twisted around and saw Ben, and what she did next surprised Sam. Instead of running to the boy, she got down on her knees and started praying as she cried. Ben brushed by the Priest and sat down on the pew, next to his mother. 
    Sam felt very awkward. He wanted to confront the Priest right here but knew it would be inappropriate. Instead, he turned and studied the man.
    "Thank you, young man, for bringing Benjamin back," the Priest said with a smile, questions clearly showing in his eyes.
    "Sure," Sam answered. "I burned myself putting out the fire, and Ben helped me home," he improvised.
    "Did you see who did it?" Father Simon asked, appearing satisfied with the reply.
    "Uh, no, I didn’t. I just smelled the smoke." Sam saw Ben glance up at him, relief in his eyes, then look back at the floor. He sat quietly by his mother, unmoved by her tears. Sam turned his attention on the Priest over the sound of the murmuring woman. "Ben’s a good kid."
    "Yes," the Priest nodded shortly. "He is. Now I think he should help his mother home. This has been a stressful day." And with that, he briefly lay his hand on the woman’s shoulder and walked up the aisle. 
    Ben helped his mother up. They crossed themselves and turned to the aisle. Sam watched them both from a few steps back. She was a small woman who appeared older than the years Sam guessed her to be. She walked straight and proud, and gave Sam a quick up and down look as she passed. The scrutiny made Sam uncomfortable, like he was being judged and dismissed at the same time. She left without a word to him, Ben following close behind.
    He had to talk to her, but not here. Making his way out of the church he struggled to come up with a plan.  It was getting dark. As he passed the little houses of the community he noticed how cozy they seemed with lights on against the darkness. A home should feel like that, he thought. It should be sanctuary filled with trust. A boy like Ben should feel safe. Something had to change for him, and soon. Sam felt that this was a turning point for the boy, and continued on the path to his house.
    When he got there, he stood on the sidewalk for a few minutes, building the courage to knock on the door.  It was clear from the woman’s inspection earlier that Sam could be in for a hostile confrontation. She did call Jeff a heathen, after all. He had a good idea where he stood with her. 
    He took a deep breath and climbed the few steps to the front porch. The creaking of the steps must have given him away, as the door opened only after one knock. Ben stood on the other side of the screen door.
    "You can’t come in because my Dad’s not home yet," he said quietly. His eyes were wide with fear. He didn’t question why Sam was there, though. Sam felt Ben knew what was on his mind. The boy didn’t look afraid; he looked almost like he was pleading Sam to do something.
    "I need to talk to your mom, Ben. Will she see me?"
    "I don’t know…." He turned his head. She must have been listening all along. "She says no."
    Sam had an idea. "Tell her I want her to tell me about her God. I want to learn."
    Ben’s eyes got big as Sam heard a mumbled response from behind the door. Stepping back, the small woman stepped in front of her son and grabbed Sam’s eyes with hers.
    "You’re trying to trick my son into betraying his God," she stated. "And I will not have any doings with the Devil’s messenger."
    That sounded final to Sam, and he would have backed off to try another day except for the look on Ben’s face. The boy’s eyes were locked on Sam, a look of desperation in his eyes. He was depending on him, and Sam felt he had to give it another try. How could he possibly bring up the subject that her Priest was possibly mistreating her son?
    "Then, could we sit out here and talk about Ben?" he asked politely. "About his karate classes and how you feel about it?"
    Sam could see the thoughts running through her head. Finally, she nodded and turned to Ben before she stepped out. "Benjamin, would you please brew some tea for us? It’s getting a little chilly."
    Ben gave Sam one last look. "OK," he said, disappearing down the hall.
    She pushed open the screen door with a squeak and came out to the porch. There were two wooden chairs at one end and she led the way to them, offering one to Sam.
    "Thank you," he said nervously, pausing to make sure she sat first. "Mrs. Steussy, let me introduce myself first. I’m Sa….Jeff Walker."
    "I know who you are," she said softly.
    "I understand you didn’t want Ben to take karate classes. Would you tell me why?"
    Mrs. Steussy studied Sam for a moment. "I don’t believe in violence, because Jesus didn’t believe in violence."
    "Neither do I," Sam replied. By the way her eyes widened, she was surprised by that comment. "But I do believe in taking care of my body. Being healthy is a gift that should be taken care of. But I also believe in free will, and sometimes my version of free will clashes with another’s version, and I will protect mine."
    She looked confused for a moment. "God gave us free will," she said slowly.
    "I know," Sam agreed. "And don’t you believe that you should protect what God has given us?"
    This got her thinking. "You talk like a Christian," she said.
    "I talk like a believer," Sam replied. "Don’t you agree that some people use their free will poorly? Robbers, for instance."
    "Yes," she said slowly, trying to figure out where this was going. Sam saw her tense up a bit, and took another direction.
    "How long has Father Simon been at your church?"
    She smiled and relaxed again. "Five years," she said, smiling. "He’s been wonderful. He says he’s sure we’ll make it to Heaven."
    "Really?" Sam commented. 
    "Yes!" She became animated on this subject, her eyes sparkling. "He said the first sign was when He gave us Benjamin. I wasn’t supposed to be able to have children, you know. But God provided. Father Simon says I am blessed, and if I followed his directions, I could insure Benjamin and his father would follow me in to Heaven. He has taken Benjamin under his wing to help me direct him." He eyes lost a little sparkle and she dropped her eyes. "It will be more difficult for William, though," she said quietly. Sam looked at her questioningly. "My husband, William. He stopped attending services. Father Simon says that if I pray everyday and do what he says, William will come back into the fold."
    An uncomfortable feeling was creeping into Sam’s mind. How much control did Father Simon have over this woman? He decided to find out.
    "Mrs. Steussy, has Ben told you about what Father Simon does with him?" 
    Sam saw the wall come back up in her eyes. Instantly, she was very formal again. "Father Simon instructs Benjamin in his duties as altar boy, and in how to lead a proper Christian life. William has abdicated that duty by his actions."
    "What else did Ben tell you, Mrs. Steussy? Did he tell you why he doesn’t like to go to church?"
    She became very nervous at that point, and Sam felt that the only thing that kept the woman from fleeing was the fact that Ben just stepped out with a tray of steaming tea mugs. She picked one up with shaking hands and held it with two hands. Sam held his, hoping he was projecting a calmness he didn’t feel inside.  She knew. This woman knew their Priest was molesting her son. She was afraid to face it, fearing her family wouldn’t make it to Heaven if she did. He felt his emotions flipping between disgust and pity.
    "Did you tell her why you are uncomfortable going to church, Ben?" he asked softly.
    Ben fingered the tray, eyes wide, and glanced at his mother. "Yes," he whispered.
    "Benjamin!" she said in a weak voice, unable to continue.
    "Mrs. Steussy," Sam pleaded. "Tell me what it would take to make you see that Father Simon is misleading you."
    "No!" She cried, standing quickly and dropping the tea mug.
    "Your faith is in the wrong place, don’t you see?" Sam was talking quickly to prevent her from running in the house. 
    Ben started crying softly, and his mother gathered him in her arms. Her resolve came back as she did her best to protect her son. "My faith is in Father Simon and my God," she said, sounding like she was trying to convince herself. "It has to be!"
    "Your faith should be in God, not Father Simon," Sam said. "How can I convince you?" Sam was desperate.  This was going badly.
    She looked at him fiercely over her son’s head. "I need a sign from God, not words from you," she answered.
    Sam felt he had lost. How could he respond to that? His mind was working furiously as he heard the sound of the Imaging Room door behind him. He turned his head just enough to see the bright white rectangle of light that marked the door’s opening, expecting to see his friend at any moment. What he didn’t expect was a reaction from Ben’s mother.
    "Oh, sweet Jesus!" she breathed, her eyes wide over the top of Ben’s head. She instantly dropped to her knees, pulling Ben with her, and began to genuflect and murmur what must have been prayer.
    Just as Al started to step from the doorway, Sam put his hand across the Observer’s chest, indicating he should stop. Sam put his finger up to his lips as Al started to speak, motioning him to be quiet. Al quietly stood in the open door way, a dark figure surrounded by a glowing light. 
    Sam then focused his attention on her, ignoring Al. "Mrs. Steussy?" He asked gently. "Are you all right?" He squatted down in front of her, giving her a clear view of the hologram. He could picture Al’s puzzled expression, and hoped he would pick up on what to do. "Mrs. Steussy? What do you see?"
    "It’s a sign!" She breathed. "Don’t you see it? It’s an angel!"
    Sam had to keep from grinning. He could just see Al’s jaw dropping.
    "An angel?" Al questioned.
    Ben looked up where his mother pointed, then at her. "I don’t see anything, mom," he whispered, glancing back over Sam’s head.
    Sam shot Al a glance. "An angel," Sam said forcefully, looking right at Al. 
    Al picked up on the statement. "Yeah, an angel," he said. 
    Mrs. Steussy couldn’t take her eyes off Al, tears streaming down her face. "You’re here to guide me, aren’t you? I am truly blessed!"
    Sam heard Al’s feet shift uncomfortably. "Guide you?"
    Sam nodded vigorously.
    "Yeah, that’s what I’m here to do!" He glanced at the handlink briefly, then at Sam. Sam nodded his head in her direction, encouraging Al to talk to her. Al opened his mouth and looked baffled, then glanced at the handlink again.
    "Ah, you must tell the church leaders about Father Simon," he started, looking at Sam, who nodded in agreement. "And take guidance in their counsel. Father Simon is lost, and must be helped by his leaders to get back into the, uh…" he looked desperately at Sam, who mouthed the word ‘fold’. "Yeah. Fold. Father Simon needs guidance, too, and so do you and Ben. Jamin. Benjamin."
    Sam rolled his eyes at Al’s attempt to sound like an angel, then waved him off. 
    "I’m going now?" Al said questioningly as Sam nodded. "Remember what I said!"
    He said as a parting statement. Again, Sam waved him off before the illusion would be ruined.
    "Yes!" Ben’s mother whispered, "I’ll remember!"
    Sam heard the Imaging Room door slam shut. Mrs. Steussy stayed on her knees, and after confirming that the ‘angel’ had gone she gathered Ben up in her arms. "I’m sorry!” she whispered. "I’m so sorry! I was misguided, but I know what to do now. Will you forgive me?"
    Ben returned the hug, and Sam felt it was time to go. He quietly retreated down the steps, leaving mother and son to heal. He shook his head and laughed softly at the unexpected solution. He was around the corner, out of sight of the house when he heard his friend return.
    "Sam! What was all that? An angel? Jeeze… the nuns at the orphanage would have a field day with that." He pulled an unwrapped and chewed cigar from the pocket of his teal and purple suit, bouncing on his toes as  he lit it up.
    "So, what did you find out? Father Simon was molesting Ben, wasn’t he?"
    Al puffed out smoke. "Looks like it, although I can’t find that term in print anywhere. In the original history he’s transferred to Rome in about two years for ‘study’. Now, he goes next week. I assume ‘study’ means closely watched and monitored. He doesn’t ever get another congregation. Something was going on, that’s for sure." He took another puff.
    "What about the Steussys?" Sam inquired.
    "They enter church counseling, and it really helps. I guess Ben’s dad had stopped going to services, but the counseling brings him back. He still dies next year, but Ben and his mom do fine this time because of their  faith. Right now Ben’s a family counselor for the poor, has a wife and kids. Hey! He’s a black belt in Tai Kwan Do, too. Grandma there is quite happy and an active church volunteer. And you know what? Jeff has taught Beeks some relaxation techniques that she is sure will work with future visitors. And us! So, you should be leaping anytime, Sam. Rats. Jeff was kinda interesting to talk to, and I wanted to see Steve McQueen!"
    Sam shook his head as he smiled, his verbal reply lost as he was enveloped in a blue halo.


EPILOGUE

    Depending on the situation and the person I leap into, I never know when or in what condition I would be confronted with.  Each leap is full of their own idiosyncrasies. But, I’m finding out that as the leaps become more difficult that more and more surprises seem to pop up.

    Once the sensation of falling had receded and the tingling sensation ebbed away from his extremities, he found himself looking out of a massive mask. The mask was top heavy making the face of it sag if he didn’t tilt his head back a little. From what he could see of the mask itself, it was poorly made; the stuffed lining inside the mask was peeling away from the mold. He wondered exactly what the mold was, and the thought of taking off the massive thing was on the edge of his mind.
    The sounds around him caught his attention, and the thought of taking off the mask dissipated. Beaty music was being played over a loud speaker that was muffled inside the mask, but he was still aware of it being played. He felt as if he had on some kind of costume. Inside of the mask, Sam frowned. He was becoming increasingly aware of how hot he was becoming. He began to fan at himself knowing that fanning wasn’t going to help much.
    Wondering what was going on, he tilted his head back so that he could peer out of the massive mask through the hole at the end. He was beginning to wonder if it was Halloween but quickly put that aside when he saw at least a dozen girls in orange and white cheerleading outfits with the letters HMS stamped on their tops. Using a hand to aid him holding up the mask, he was able to ascertain that he was in a gymnasium. He quickly scanned the gymnasium risers, which were void of people at the moment. He quickly looked back at the girls, not aware of one of the cheerleading sponsors coming over to his side.
    "Nova." The woman called to Sam. "Nova!" She yelled again and this time Sam’s head turned to see the woman standing before him. She was a very attractive woman. Her long auburn hair was swept back over her shoulders and Sam could see the warm caring look in her sky blue eyes. "Are you okay, Nova? You aren’t practicing your routine."
    "Routine?" Sam questioned, his words muffled from the mask.
    "I know that you said that you didn’t want to ice packs for the pep rallies, but are you sure? Aren’t you hot, hon?"
    Sam nodded, the massive mask making an obvious bounce as he nodded. "Getting there. I’ll be okay."
    "Okay." She turned away from him and walked back in front of the girls and clapped her hands after she turned off the music. "All right girls, we need to work on one cheer and then the dance routine." Sam watched as the cheerleaders lined themselves up to get ready for the dance routine that they had practiced on. "Nova!" Sam looked back at the sponsor his eyes raised in curiosity. "Why don’t you go and cool down for a moment while the girls finish before the pep rally?"
    Sam nodded again letting the massive mask answer for him. Knowing that he needed air, he took the mask off of his head. It was now that he noticed that it was kept on his head by a cowboy hat inside the mask itself. He turned the mask around and saw the figure that he was suppose to be, just as the girls started the chant, clapping as they said it and moving their hips side to side at the appropriate times.
    Sam’s face fell. "Oh boy." He took a deep breath and made a face as he looked up at the top of the gymnasium. He ran his hand over his face, wiping at the sweat that was beginning to accumulate there. He had leapt into many things in the past five years -- a priest, a boxer, and a chimpanzee for heavens sake, but now, now he was a Hippo.